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Diary of a Mad Man! 🕴

iscussing and considering this stuff can only do so much because the natural way of living is BEYOND ANALYSIS – it has to BE: i.e.: just naturally existent. It can’t be contrived, faked, attempted . . . it’s just got to be the truly natural “way of doing business.” It’s really communism, done without any unnatural-ness; human can not program it or “figure out” what to do to implement (it). IT CAN’T be implemented . . . only lived . . . only followed. IT IS INSTINCTS – which are intelligence . . . it is IMPULSE . . & in any moment that you’re analyzing it, it is totally beyond your ability to recognize or implement. That’s why mystical poetry or writing is, perhaps, the closest – thing to describing it: because it’s not really describing it; it’s trying to inspire your real intelligence to re-activate = surprising or shocking unnatural intelligence. Whew! No wonder the unnatural intelligence (UI) is just frustrated with what to do & THERE! it’s being called something that it doesn’t like to be called at all . . . it wants to be “the good guy” & it’s tried SO HARD, i.e.: the small s “self,” & [?] may then be (just) descriptions of natural / ? / intelligence, which includes OBJECTIVE AWARENESS (?) . .. so now another model emerges, another frustrating, producing model to continue processes of analysis, synthesis, judgment of an unnatural intelligence . . . UI, like AI, . . . the same, based on calculations, RI (real ? intelligence) is beyond calculation. Graceful, Natural – Doing the appropriate thing at the appropriate time – Can never be consistently accomplished without the appropriate means (??) [without an accepting perception, for WITH SUCH A PERCEPTION, everything is appropriate AND perfect, in a sense!!] AI can never be the way necessary (?), but is doomed to continue trying = insanity = believing appropriate things can be accomplished using inappropriate means. Unnatural – Awareness of self as a separate entity. (Children are not aware of this separateness . . . They must fall from grace, by exposure to the contagion of separate-ness.) Could the dinosaurs have gone extinct from becoming self-aware as a species? OK! Time to stop!! (Higher) EDUCATION : To Develop Unnatural Intelligence. TRAINING = To Develop Skills. The “bad” news – Things can NEVER get better than they are, so [stop] trying to make ’em better. The “good” news: You are always experiencing the best that can be provided! [read to S] One’s negative emotions ARE VALID BUT NOT NATURAL – perhaps, positive emotions are the same – valid, in that they are intuitive and . . .

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MAD MAN’S DIARY”The Contented Heart!” p. 35 (with a little of p. 36 tossed in as an appetizer!)🕴🕴🕴🕴🕴

HIS PAGE, page 35, is A BLIP, returning for a moment to Bernadette’s** Article:

(Whether Jesus lived or not is another Question (&) Isn’t it irrelevant?*)

(35) Logos: Sole-y God . . . i.e.: un-manifest divinity Jesus: distinct, human person Christ: The eternal one-ness of God and MAN: God’s own human nature.

Bernadette believes Jesus WAS historical. I, me, don’t know & I don’t think I really care after (what I have been through) the last 3 -4 years. I would just LIKE to BELIEVE (that) my APPARENT existence has any value at all – I believe I would believe that IF I could, even apparently, be on some “PATH” from some state to the “Unitive” State to a no-self state. Sometimes, I imagine I am on a path; other times, the idea – the idea is TOTALLY (with a capital “T”) LUDICROUS – TOTALLY LUDICROUS.

* – Isn’t it as irrelevant as the question or koan: IS ALL THE STUFF OUT HERE REAL?

. . . (for those of you who would like to know the finish to what was left at the end of page 34, it goes like this, I think! . . . [MASS REVOLUTION (is) inevitable & (it will) NOT (be) ANY revolution based on (the) superficial; just get the wrong . . . {here it comes} folks out there & the right ones in & implement the right “policies” because an unnatural species HAS no idea what’s right or better (period).]

(Note: I really AM being facetious here, Dear Ones – there IS no hope for the betterment of human kind . . . that IS “THE period” . . . NO HOPE! This place, AND ALL CONDITIONAL REALMS – and there are no other types of apparently existent realms – are hopeless BECAUSE – conditionality, dual or whatever, can ONLY be designed to be conflicting, so the best you can hope for is: JUST TRYING TO DO THE BEST YOU CAN! and . . . THERE IS NO SUCH THING (as The Best You Can), since all you can do is what you can do, apparently! At this point, we hear Santa Claus in the background, with his traditional bowl of jelly belly laugh: “HO, HO, HO!” 🙂 ) . . . but don’t give up HOPE! There is ALWAYS a kiss and a cuddle . . oo-oo–oo! ❤

** – Bernadette Roberts, deceased Christian mystic and author.

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DIARY OF A MAD MAN 🕴🕴🕴

{I feel certain the review script is legible – What I have written [just commentary] goes like this}: page (33) Bernadette Roberts has a new book called “The Real Christ” She is only saying if you disagree with her definitions you shouldn’t read this book. Her books are all about the spiritual journey of transformation into Christ. [I agree] [are metaphors] the Incarnation . . . or (from me) just INCARNATION = God’s plan for all mankind. (that is, any incarnation or ALL Incarnation) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4oZZhpMXP4

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Diary of a [Corporeal] Madman!” p. 32🕴🕴🕴🕴

(32) I’m OK; You’re OK = I’m a Counselor; you’re a counselor (i.e.: I counsel you sometimes; you counsel me sometimes) . . . we all need a little counseling sometimes, DON’T YOU THINK? ((:) “Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” Heb. 11:1 “Everything & everything that is nothing, All, manifest & unmanifest is an imaginary point.” : J 3/18/2015 Dear “Concerned” (lol) Reader: IF you (are) around when it might be attempted, please don’t let my physical body be put, or kept, on artificial Life Support . . . Thanks, (signed) J Samuel Davis 3/18/2015 p.s.: Cremation is Much preferred too. IF, When you are finished with interacting with another, and they feel good, like when they say, “I feel good,” then , perhaps, it might mean that you have been a good counselor (It certainly will NOT mean that you have to feel good, but, hopefully, you MIGHT OR you could . . . feel good. When you write, & you think you’re writing, & if you share what you write & someone might say “Gosh, that sounds like poetry, may be it is . . . poetry . . . and maybe that writing is something that could be THE INTENT, The Presentation of Artistic Design i(n) What ARE Perceived to be Spiritual MODES. Autobiography of a Yogi: “The dual scales of Maya “balance every joy with a grief.” – – – Sri Yukteswar (Giri) to Mukunda: “IF ever you find me falling from a state of God Realization, please promise to put my head in your lap & help to bring me back to The Cosmic Beloved we both worship.” 🙂

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Just a quick note for anyone reading this: PLEASE DO NOT be concerned how my physical body is disposed of at physical death. Although I certainly did in 2015, a little over 3 years ago, it DOES NOT MATTER TO ME ANY LONGER. No one knows how to dispose of physical bodies! EXCEPT – those that are SURE THEY DO! (L. O. L.) “What a physical body really is and what can or should be done with it is beyond anyone; as far as anyone can scientifically determine, the body is not even solid in some sense – it is just a perceptual construct, flowing, mutating, growing cells and releasing old cells to The Wind! And cells are certainly not the smallest particles! There always appears to be something smaller, making up even what we perceive to be the smallest, and so goes it – into eternity, The Infinite Smallness and Largeness – Quite beyond any mind’s ability to comprehend. The Mystery is Unfathomable . . . and Laughable!” The Mystic Poet. 🙂

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The Contented Heart! page 31 – I am referencing a Catholic Mystic named Bernadette Roberts; she passed away last year, in her mid-80s. I had the opportunity to attend a seminar weekend with her years ago, and she was very nice! 🙂 – She wrote several books, which I would not recommend to most people, except YOU! 🙂 What I remember about her was: (1) she was thin and small; (2) she smoked like “a stack;” (3) she liked to drink and serve tea; and (4) she was just . . . well, you know, wonderful!The Contented Heart! page 31 – I am referencing a Catholic Mystic named Bernadette Roberts; she passed away last year, in her mid-80s. I had the opportunity to attend a seminar weekend with her years ago, and she was very nice! 🙂 – She wrote several books, which I would not recommend to most people, except YOU! 🙂 What I remember about her was: (1) she was thin and small; (2) she smoked like “a stack;” (3) she liked to drink and serve tea; and (4) she was just . . . well, you know, wonderful!(31) In Bernadette’s WARNING (I think her last book had a warning at the beginning that you should, at least, be tolerant of what she was offering!): She says (that) Recognizing the person of Christ is an important step in one’s spiritual journey. [She is ONLY saying, (I think) IF you disagree with her definitions, you shouldn’t read the book.] Yogananda (a pretty famous Hindu guru, who came to The West and started a group called Self-Realization Fellowship in California) studied Jesus Christ’s life with his guru. “The historical Christ clues us into the oneness of form & formless.” Is The Primary Absolute: God as ALL? Virgin Birth: Brahmin birthing Brahmin. (The) act of a meal is [my definition]: Brahmin Serving Brahmin to Brahmin – It’s just ALL About Brahmin . . . It’s just ALL About love. The “Unitive” State: A life in union with God. 1st book: “The PATH to NO-Self . . . so, there is a process. Is it your belief you are involved in a process from The Unitive State to No-Self? From self (small “s”) to me to ego to personas to the witness, to (?) to Alan Watt’s description (of a human being being a) Quaking Mess (or Mass) (!) to the intermediator, to Speaker A, Speaker B, conscious self, unconscious self, to me, myself & I. I am, seemingly, fragmented beyond beyond (belief?) = spiritual schizophrenia, intellectual or conscious schizophrenia – Ahem! I AM A MESS, I am a mess. Why ? are you a mess? I don’t know . . . . (possible answer:) for love of You. 🙂 – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKuFyHwG188&list=RDeKuFyHwG188&start_radio=1

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what if you define (29) ENJOYMENT as – Being fascinated with some belief – and it manifests . . . Therefore, That’s why Alan Watts’ concept of “You suffer because you enjoy it!” could be right. Re-phrased, then: YOU SUFFER BECAUSE YOU ARE FASCINATED WITH THE BELIEF OF SUFFERING FOR SOME REASON (punishment for sins, for some reason like leaving Mahikari or not giving enough Light or violating various commandments of The Bible [like not honoring Your Father & Mother] or violating, &, perhaps getting away with, the laws of your society {like, even, speeding} or thinking so-called BAD thoughts or using so-called BAD words or not going to church . . .) (or – using improper punctuation in your diary! 🙂 ) Q: What is fascination? – Is it meditation? – Could it be described as “one-pointed” awareness? . . . relative to anything . . . IF Quantum Physics is now largely operational in human consciousness, one has to be ultra-careful of what they are exposed to . . . and . . . guess what? Isn’t it too late to do much of anything when a person has been through SO MUCH STUFF? Yet . . . wait . . . that’s a belief too . . . So, does a person’s capacity to have ANY belief system need to be side-tracked somehow? & How possible is that when a person has had stuff already ingrained? According to Swami Rama, You can go into an altered, seemingly immobile state IF you’re hit with Shaktipat (when you’re SUPPOSEDLY ready), but also IF you are suddenly struck with intense grief or fear, as in the case of the Hindu man losing something of greatest value to him & he suddenly becomes immobile for days & people gather before him to make offerings because they think he’s in Samadhi! Am I enjoying writing this stuff down? . . . NOT in any usual sense – It’s like a compulsion . . . is THAT enjoyment!? Is that what Watts meant (by) use(ing) energy joyfully? Hasn’t enjoyment been taught to us as something YOU LIKE TO DO THAT GIVES PLEASURE? ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csyHN3LoRJ4

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CONQUERING; something of GRACE🕴🕴🕴

(28) Nor is it about going out & CONQUERING; something of GRACE must impact the situation & it is beyond all the separate speakers & me as a separate intermediary. Alan Watts talked about a “sudden” event – (an) unexpected, perhaps, spontaneous awakening. This writing is: Another Distraction (true) An attempt to give respect to ALL positions (true) ANOTHER last ditch effort (true) An attempt to UNDERSTAND (true) An interesting exercise (true) (definitely NOT pure as a JOYFUL energy use) A Frustration (but – is it anything like Swami Rama (when it was after) 17 yrs. of meditation before his Master (gave him) a Shaktipat Swat) – It (the diary) appears such (to be such) a surface scratch as to not justify continuance. Of course, wherever I AM in any process (even if it appears a futile downward spiral) there are those elements shouting, “Yea, but it’s something . . . keep trying!” NOW, my right hand ( like – – – ) is swelling up & hurting. It seems like this diary would only have some relative value IF other aspects of my life were somewhat in place – Obviously, they are not & Something in J just keeps holding on . . . presently, with a hurting hand! * Everyone needs BELIEF IN SOMETHING to hold (it) together or the fabric of their (apparent) reality (dissolves!) like: (1) Sun Worship or (2) Ancestor Worship or (3) Christianity or (4) Jungian Psychology or (5) The idea of Cosmic Consciousness or (6) the belief that the right food or drugs can make your life all better or (7) (the) Belief that the right food or Drugs Can Destroy Your Life as You Know It or (8) The belief in life after Death or (9) A Belief that, as a species, we are entering a new dimension of existence or (10) A Belief in Being Born, Aging & Dying or (11) A Belief that we’re born into a family & they pass their beliefs onto us or (12) The belief that beliefs can alter our perceived reality (Quantum Mechanics + String Theory = Satisfaction!!) or (13) The belief that beliefs are infectious . . . PERHAPS ALL THESE CAN & DO MANIFEST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nrIPxlFzDi0. . .

and dealing with all the grass that grows! / A hundred zillion strands, I- suppose, / Can’t-I-stop this silly-mess-a-while,/ and simply go some place to smile? / For there’s no peace, when all these things, / Are (echoing); space-time, it brings, / ME to a place, where I can rest, / Have peace . . . and, maybe, build a nest . . . ❤

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BROKEN SOUL🕴🕴🕴

“The Contented Heart!” page 27 . . .

. . . relative to this finding common ground. Such have been (27) unsuccessful, in view of the housebound condition – – – How to convince Speaker A that J’s apparent plight is a successful (thing) somehow appears perhaps to be (the) object of this diary. B is obviously greatly distressed & this spills into J’s life, drowning him in the process. Speaker B’s pain becomes J’s pain. How do I tell speaker B, I am doing my best to find justification to indulge the body/mind in this process . . . it’s about affording speaker B respect without being patronizing.

[B]: It’s been all about forcing discipline; you are thinking that I am insane or wild & must be tamed. with that kind of attitude how can there ever be this integration you’re speaking of? I am being treated as the HAL Computer in (the motion picture) 2001: A Space Odyssey . . . I am in a position to wreak havoc & I am acting just like HAL, trying to kill everything. (?) : How do YOU (?) convince B that it is in his best collective interest to cooperate & graduate, when he has given so much & been CHASTISED massively, given his perspective. He does have a point, but the apparent future for J is dire. How to realize the NOW position when it apparently can’t be done with a reasoning, analytical approach, which IS this diary, isn’t it? A linear approach just has never worked. Why should it work now? The answer, somehow, is to let LOVE work its miracles. & that “letting” is NOT about a DOING either – I think everybody! (!) here agrees with that. It’s NOT about adopting another state of mind. It’s NOT about shutting out The World, . . . https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QZjJU-mtFU

Well . . . would you believe: “Open, Sesame?!” * ❤

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EDITOR: DAZZLED

Reading this Journal for so long

BROKEN SOUL has BROKEN OUR SOUL
Many emails arriving daily is an outcry of grief concerned about Broken Soul outcome today.

JUGEMENT, ABUSED, by enterties is called today Brainwashing.

Kindness, Humanity, Dignity and just being true to self is your unique one of a kind.

Treat all as, you would like to be treated with love and dignity all the days of your life🕊

PEACE BE WITH YOU 🕊

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A HEAVENLY DAY IN BEULAH LAND, FOR FINE MESSES LIKE ME!” a poem.
When you go to Heaven, they ask, “Are-you-a-mess? Did you really mess it up, nullify the bless?” “Yes,” I answered, honestly, coming from The Heart. “Well, congratulations, Dear, that was your fine part! It’s those folks that ‘mess it’ that quite win in the end – even though some folks think: One needs a fine blend! So, hearty congrats to you, Friend, you are on your way – to “The Highest Plateaus,” {pause} on this Heavenly Day. https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=3&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwiPo-Hkxp_VAhWIjlQKHYmFB64QtwIILjAC&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DO05M5LAY1u8&usg=AFQjCNGGW-ALBLFrWydaUdczhmH_dgKHi


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p. 25 entitled – Your effort to MAKE A POSITIVE SPIN 3/16/2015 – MONDAY – 🕴🕴

p. 25 entitled – Your effort to MAKE A POSITIVE SPIN 3/16/2015 – MONDAY – In (the state of the writer) such a state (of mind, like today) there’s a resistance by a “happier J” (the ACCEPTABLE J) to not (25) write because the writing will be negatively oriented, which this is: The diary (is) clearly an “ego(is)tic effort to conquer being housebound: the effort IS an effort & “the negative side,” so to speak, has as much “right” to express its dis-satisfaction with this diary process as IT has to be disgusted with almost 60 years of the process of getting out of the house & DOING the best American dream possible. So, there’s the anti-Diary Sentiment, which is just what it is – not life affirming & not wanting additional energy spent in “striving” to be a better person, to overcome obstacles & please parents & society, who are bound to denigrate the negative side. How CAN you integrate ME (I AM ? who is just being “fair” & writing down this account. – (2) just feel like I am body/hand – writing this down, not formulating it. – How’s that for dissociation.) when the only purpose “I” sense about this so-called integration is a further suppression or “forcing to go along” attitude. You can talk a good game about the value of psychosis & the dropping of the desire to get better (which is really just a veiled attempt to bury that which hates this society & the way 10000s of yrs. of human history (has been) forcing misery & torture on the weak & disenfranchised, as well as destroying what once was a relatively dangerous, but natural, rustic setting (although it’s obviously a “construct,” like a dream). Earth (is) trashed, animals & enemies are tortured daily & you want me to be happy with such a state of affairs, with a continued, dreamily hypnotized exploitation for the collective self-satisfaction of self-called “civilization,” which is really a (the) height of smug, vile activity & double talk. Anyone with slightly open eyes can recognize hell on earth is already here, hell’s getting worse, & humanity is dancing on the edge of a Volcano, watching TV or making great, humanitarian plans to aid the less fortunate by building wells, more building, raping the soil to produce more & all these processes creating more pollutants, discord – all the while convinced that these stellar efforts are making things better – This is NOT so-called progress, sanity or kindness – It’s just trying to perpetuate & further entrench the status quo. 🙂 – Yup! ❤

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(26) Response to p. 25 – 🕴🕴

(26) Response to p. 25 – what about Ghandi, saying “The British will leave & will leave as friends . . .” (?) & they Did – A (Response): True, so what? B: The Power of Positive Thought or Intention Can Achieve(ment) Great Things. A: Yes, but then he (Ghandi) gets shot and now, look at India, becoming Westernized . . . treating increased mental illness with pharmaceuticals, fast food, denigration of The Himalayas . . . B: It’s best to keep trying. A: And what about J now; should he(?), when he’s been trying & is now so physically & mentally diseased that something is forcing him to lose sleep & to deal with suicidal ideations? B: He IS in a pickle & that’s why this diary is being written. A: You are once more asking him to stay ALIVE for the good of “The State;” It’s self-serving in the worst way. B: He’s bearing his cross – Isn’t there some value in that? A: Maybe, relative to his soul & I know, these ARE very “separate,” material considerations, but his physical body is really sick & so is the earth. B: Maybe, even IF J dies, all of this “sickness” is more appearance than anything else & great good is being done behind the scenes. Thus, you might consider helping him with providing some apparent energy & allow(ing) for some insights at how to make the best of an apparently wasted life. A: What’s in its for me? I note here that position/speaker A is philosophically me (?) i.e.: The witness/intermediary, but so is Speaker B, philosophically, but how do you convince them of that? Answer: Find commonality & help them operate together somehow, but isn’t that the “process” & the process of any successful life – After all this apparent, surely some efforts have been made . . .https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5hXtGkzZ9k

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24 IF I’m uncomfortable with anything about what another person {even a person in an apparently non-dual state} thinks or feels or even does (like Bernadette Roberts & her feelings about Jesus Christ), it really says something about ME, does(n’t) it(?) Remember, try to be sincere, not so serious, but serious is OK too OK? BUT, it’s just . . . serious, i.e.: not very joyful . . . and using energy joyfully is really KINDA what it’s all about. I just talked with “M” – She’s having a hard day. A client resigned – from El Paso County – so I think we both agreed to go lie down – & since I was preparing to sleep but rest – this came up : “Now I lay me down (to) rest – I pray the Lord my soul to nest; If I should die before I rise, I pray there’s love within my eyes.” To write or not to write, That is the question! It would be best perhaps IF neither alternative had “a charge” . . . if both were equally acceptable. If that were the case with everything, then fear vanish(es)(?) N’est Pas? = isn’t that so? My internal assumption is that depression, negativity & suffering are bad (symptoms of a person lost in duality) whereas their opposite in others is perhaps also a symptom of duality. what if everyone were depressed like me? & what if my suffering form of duality is a BETTER waking up tool. Would I pray to be granted suffering over feeling well, IF I REALLY WANTED to “wake up:” Well?! So – is Tomius Strauss right when, nearly 3 years ago, he wrote a card with something like: “Well, I hear you’re depressed – maybe that (is) a good thing!” It could be a new Vulcan greeting: “LIVE LONG & SUFFER,” rather than “Live Long & Prosper.” It seems counterproductive, but my little self hopes not. NOW . . . I’m in a mind state of feeling this Diary is a process, on-going & a strategy to achieve something 🕵

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THE CONTENTED HEART: page 23🕵

if someone comes to you, IF it’s not too inconvenient, (23)
you might consider listening to them or you can
leave . . . IF you get trapped or are trapped or are
imprisoned & you have no choice, well, that’s just
the way it is sometimes . . . like when you’re 3 or
4 & you’re told, “You CAN’T Leave . . . Look AT ME
when I’m talking to you . . . you won’t be doing
that while you’re under my ‘room,’ by golly.”
Sometimes, you’re just gonna get hammered. . .
what a bummer, huh? – Maybe it can
make you a better person, ha. ha- character
building, you know – that sort of crap . . .
yea, sure!! I’m waiting for – – – – – to call back –
here’s the moment –

{A ROUND TABLE}
{the
phone}

{I AM encountering What my eyes would see if they
myself . . . the phone could be turned around Ha, ha
is a reflection of me}
Be nice! Remember this is all
{Me in A about LOVE & we’re all in this
* Chair!} process together . . .

The DIARY PROCESS must not be SERIOUS, it must be SINCERE – flowing – effortless & true (?!) . . . ONLY YOU CAN KNOW. If you have to be CALLED something – may it NOT be: bi-polar – or mentally defective or an idiot or [blank] – maybe, since labels seem s sooooo
important here, just use SILLY. CAN YOU handle? IF NOT maybe we come up with a Better one OR None at all OK? OK!Medical Disclaimer. Please use all information regarding “THE CONTENTED HEART,” a.k.a.: “Diary of a Madman,” anyway you wish! IF it is helpful to/for you, comforting or inspiring in anyway, THAT is our INTENTION. We are offering NO MEDICAL ADVICE, and we are NOT doctors, simply “fellow travelers,” also fragile humans, hoping for happiness for everyone, especially YOU! We make no representation and assume no responsibility for the accuracy of what is presented, although we feel we ARE our “brothers’ keepers,” we are all connected and the only sanity we perceive in life is to love and be loved. Shalom, Peace, Namaste & Love to Thee. 🙂

“THE CONTENTED HEART!” p. 19🕵

Presentation of Artistic Designs in what Are Perceived to be Spiritual Modes? (6) (7) – (19) on the next page POETRY? COUNSELING? in Tumblr? In Facebook? In Twitter? Where else? Mystic Counselor. J Jay Samuel Davis * Mystic Poet (Can Doing a Diary be such a thing?) Maybe not. The motion picture I suggest watching is called: “HER!” It’s really a story of two people having a relationship, him, a poet; her: a counselor . . . both trying to come to grips with their existences & their relationships with others. Sadly, it ends, as do all great relationships (?) with their “going their separate ways.” (Is) That (is) the inevitable outcome of two seemingly separate entities having a relationship . . . apparent separation. As John Denver said, “Sometimes love is holding on; sometimes letting go.” Union, separation . . . inevitable . . . the sacred process (?) . . . just one process, repeated endlessly through time . . . you CAN defeat it! We are it. How can you kill yourself? Isn’t that silly. & How can you not kill yourself? The means of suicide may be conscious or unconscious, but it is still suicide . . . you are still DOING. Now, I am NOT recommending conscious suicide UNLESS you have a powerful justification . . . but there needs to be one really . . . really powerful . . . to help “the others,” some of whom are just not able to understand ANY of this . . . for the others, they need something to ease the pain . . . {Why not FAKE your death? Similar to what those folks that wrote “Holy Blood; Holy Grail,” said Jesus did!} . . . like he did it to save MARY, or he did (it) to save the nation (like a war hero), (like pushing Mary out of the way of the speeding car before it hits her, but hits you instead). There just has to be something for those LEFT BEHIND to hold to & say – Yea, he died, but it was for a {GOOD CAUSE!?} 🙂

There’s a lot of sadness on this earth – don’t you be afraid to go outside and see – Cause this world is still a beautiful place to be – We’ve created all this since the beginning of mankind – It’s up to us to make sure this planet keeps spinning round – Civilization – oh how can we be still such a big fool – Industrialization what a nasty tool – Computerization taking men’s jobs away – Globalization making all the dollars today – Mankind this and mankind that – Tag to this and tag to that – Marketing name to this and Promo name to that – Our Creator created life – Life is not a name not a tag – Why is it so hard for all of us – Just to join our hands, our hearts to hug away – Start using our heads and believe in that – Why is peace such a nasty word to some people today – I remember John Lennon song – he didn’t say that . . .

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THE CONTENTED HEART, p. 18: “In Search of The Dream Girl!”

18) . . . joyful action for purely selfish reasons, I would like to think it is still what Watts would agree is “using energy joyfully,” the hall mark of authentic action. I want to call a smart, pretty girl (I wish) for (I might SAY) only romantic relational reasons, but it is also for “counseling,” I think, because, by reading these notes, this diary, I am asking her (my dream LOVER) to enter into a “consideration.” Funny, I am suddenly reminded that The Intention Statement is satisfied by my poetry writing, which is somehow comforting in this apparently dire process. I just “tacked” The Intent(ion) Statement to the wall so I can easily see it. IF I had the energy, I’d like to play kick ball with my Dream beloved in the Park. Just easy kick ball, but back & forth, like playing catch with your father in the back yard, but a mature person branches from that to playing kickball with “their beloved,” don’t you know? Write this with love, for as Rumi, the poet, might say, ” It’s just all about love” whether 4th stage love, romantic love, cold & analytic love, or even transcendent love; love is the key; love is the binder of binders, the binder & liberator. I am reminded that I couldn’t sleep easily last night, so I got up & tried to sing a song called FLY ME TO THE MOON – Devoted to the girl of my dreams, as are all these poems I write, as is my entire existence. where is she? where is: THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS?? sigh. https://www.youtube.com/watch?5hxibHJOE5E

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