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The Better ~

“THE BETTER!” a short poem for: Sunday, September 1st (2019)

It’s-“GOOD” to invite your pastor home for dinner!

But, it’s even-”BETTER,” to-go-“out-there” and-seek-Ye “a-sinner!?”

For, the only one you TRULY – think is-a-sinner,

Is always AN ANGEL in disguise,

Who has just hidden “her” self! a way from your eyes,

‘Cause ANGELS KNOW: The REAL-nice people help “The Weak,”

“The Destitute!”

And-“Crazy!”

THOSE WHO-ACCEPT SUCH (people) ARE-WHAT WE CALL:

“The-Meek!”

fin ♥

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Dinner with silly Barry ~

“DINNER WITH BARRY!” a poem, a.k.a.: “The Choices We-Make Are The-Dreams That May-Come; Sometimes Integrity* Is-Just Hiding In Our Bum!” August 18, 2019, Sunday

I had a-dinner with Barry; it was poign-i-ant and grand,

To see my-friend-Barry again – and to-HOLD HIS HAND,

To hear how life has changed for him,

And-about “descriptions:” “MEAN” -and-“PRIM!”

Of: “NARCISSISTIC” “tendencies!” and “CHAOTIC” too!

“STRATEGIC!” and “POETIC!” and “PTSD BLUE!”

I thank him for-the-reminder: THAT PEOPLE, THEY HAVE CHOICES!

I think that’s why SOMETIMES – We tend to raise our voices,

And label things (of course) SIM-PLY-as WE PERCEIVE,

Which-is-inevitable! And, sometimes, SIMPLY (pause) one must leave,

“For the sake of ME,” I say; “and the way I AM!”

It helped me remember (for instance) that-some, they-are-born: “A Ram,”**

An “Aries,”** based on circumstances of their birth,

But (I think-for-instance) no one’s a “congenital liar” when-they’re-born-on-MotherEarth;

Rather I-THINK-that people CHOOSE to lie, based on what they think they MUST do,

To get by each day, to keep body and soul together – and to-help themselves be “true!?”

So, I’m pretty sure NO-ONE IS “A-LIAR,”

BUT – They might choose to lie away! or BE – in a choir,

Yet, that DOESN’T MEAN – that John IS a liar or that Don IS a singer;

Rather, I think it means:

JOHN DOES LIE;

& DON DOES SING;

& Barry’s chosen – to-be a bringer,

Of modest, decent considerations – and honesty to This World!

Yes, that’s what YOU CHOOSE TO DO, as Cody is gently curled,

Upon your perfect, anxious lap,

Acting-as-a-comfort, while-taking-a-restful-nap!

I guess you helped me realize: THAT I (pause) THINK PEOPLE CAN CHOOSE,

TO OVERCOME “INHERENCIES,” WHICH (PERHAPS) THEY CAN NOT LOSE!?

Yet, although-you-MAY-be-right, i.e.: That THEY ARE exactly what they seem,

I-would-CHOOSE-to-believe that INHERENT IS ALTERABLE, and I had a dream:

I had one last night after dinner:

“Two people came to me, ‘A-Saint-e!’ (pause) and ‘A-Sinner!’

They JOINED HANDS and CHOSE to agree,

NEVER TO LABEL OR CALL ONE ANOTHER ANYTHING, EXCEPT ‘You & Me,'”

But both turned to me and said: “You-know, we’re JUST THE SAME,

But our choices might prompt you – to stay – or turn away in shame;

But ONLY because YOU HAVE CHOSEN to be,

With CERTAIN FOLKS – AND – to depart! careful-ly,

From others whom YOU HAVE CHOSEN to avoid,

Because, YOU HAVE DECIDED, based on how some have ‘toyed,’

With your affections that they will (might) hurt,

YOUR CHOICES and, therefore, perhaps-it’s-best-for-you-to-skirt,

Away from them – to-maintain YOUR integri-ty,

Which-really (I think) simply has to do – with “THAT SPECIAL CUP OF TEA,

THAT YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO HAPP’LY DRINK at ‘Tea Time,’ Dear!

OBVIOUSLY!? Can’t-we CHOOSE to drink our tea QUITE CLEAR,

Or add some sugar! and even (dare I say it?) even have a beer,

Or chose to react – or respond – to someone else with fear?!”

We can chose “to protect ourselves?” from the choices of others,

Even though (I think) ALL OF US – are “Sisters” and “Brothers,”

And there ARE tendencies, but I think choices can TRUMP the “lean,”

And make most anyone A TRUMP, not really mean,

But a chooser of mean-ness, whom I BET might be seen,

At some distant, hopeful uncertain date,

To CHANGE (HIS) HEART – and-maybe-ap-preciate,

THAT KINDNESS TOO, although sometimes out of view, IS ALWAYS “THERE,”

& couldn’t Ebenezer Scrooge (like anyone?) change his stripes & care,

For others and their feelings – in (shall I say) “A Barry-ian Way,”

Where we CHOOSE to “barry” lies and meanness! at least for today,

And proceed, as we feel we probably have-to or must,

To get by each day! (pause) For, Barry, I trust,

In YOU! (pause) and in Cody too,

To rise above it all, And to gently “call,”

On others to choose “The Best” they can-be,

And I-THINK-your-EXAMPLE-of-“excellent choices” is-ex-em-plar-y!

You CAN (or could) barry the hatchet,

Or you COULD BE – like Nurse Ratched;***

You COULD BE barry upset – and yell and scream,

Or be BARRY CALM – and-say: “This-is-a-dream,

And I shall react to it – with style and grace,

And I CAN barry judgment – and be KIND, in the face,

Of impossible odds – and un-cer-tain-ty,

And be barry objective, not barry-ing potentially hurtful memories or any feeling,

But-observing-barry-carefully, and-making-the-barry-best-choices,

FOR-MAXIMIZING FUTURE-HEALING!

fin ♥

Sometimes, if you just sing a song, it helps:

  • – INTEGRITY: the state of being whole and undivided! 🙂 – Good luck with that!

** – An “astrological” designation, based on what time of the year a person is born!

*** – a seemingly scary and forceful person who demands that you conform, since THAT is (t)he(i)r job to make you . . . conform!

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Kiss~

“THE EXTRAORDINARY OF THE ORDINARY!” a poem July 11, 2019 (Thursday)

If-I-kiss your lips and kiss each cheek, I’m sure to keep them moist!

If-I-hold you tight, I-can keep-you warm, and we’ll-be kind-of an-OYST –

ER-r-SHE-eLL with-both-of-us two-pearls-we’ll-be in-side;

It-could-be-cozy, you-&-I and-with-you-I’ll-abide!

It-seems-to-me-we’re-normal-folks! (pause) Yes-I-love-you quite a bit,

And – it SEEMS-so-or-din-ary Yet-we-have-an-“ext- traordinary-fit!”

And-it-is THAT FIT, that-we-seem-to-have, that causes me such “fits!”

I-think: “Isn’t-this-or-dinary?” Yet, today-we-got 100,000-hits!

Yet-if-the-“ordinary” FEELS-“extraordinary,” Then, did we “arrive?”

I can’t imagine [being] “WITHOUT-YOU;” before, How’d-I-ever-sur-vive?

Perhaps, adults-DO-LEARN – to-overlook-“The-Magic -of-Or-dinary!”

I-think APPRECIATING “ordinary-&-“normal” may-be- what-keeps-us-merry!

For-instance I-love to-HOLD your HAND – and-I-love to-give you kisses,

And I love to look-u-up-your-skirt! A quick-peek-never-misses,

To send me – simply drib-bl-ing – glimpsing-your-wet-v – – i – a.,

Imagining-[that] I-might-be-so-lucky some-day to-make-it-mine a!

So, the-ordinary could-be-a-miracle, when-perspective-makes-extraordinary-stuff!

Although we SEEM just ordinary – “Bits-‘n’-pieces” are-MORE-THAN-ENOUGH!

Where-you-are-at? [Isn’t-it]-“an-ordinary-place?” Yet, for-me-it-is-my-HOME!

We’re-ordinary! yet, extraordinary – as-you-inspire every poem!

fin <3

  • Body Addiction ~
    "WISHFUL WANTING ADDICTION(S)!" a poem, a.k.a.: "Is It Safe?" August 12, 2019 (MoonDay) ADDICTION! ADDICTION! It-is my conviction,That: "Addiction-is-all that we've got!!"To keep us right here, insane, but demure – It-is FOR-ADDICTION, we've-sought,All-for-the-sake of-maintaining-The-Flesh – and keeping us here in The Body,Struggling-&-Straining-&-usually com-plaining! Tryin'-to-be-a-little-bit-"naughty!" IF you're NOT addicted to-something-like-PRETTY -or-food-or-some-power or-money,You-might-seek-addiction, to pills-for-some-thrills; this I-think … Read more
  • “WE’RE SO PERFECTLY SUITED! I LOVE YOU, CUTE MISS!”
    "IT'S HER!" a poem – in the horrific series: "Cupid Doesn't Text!"* presented on: (you- guessed-it!) SUNDAY, August 11, 2019! WE ALL HAVE FEARS! and tears! and-concerns! IT'S-PART-OF-BEING-HUMAN, ISN'T-THAT-GREAT? IF it was any other way, I imagine THINGS-WOULD-BE-LESS-INTERESTING, and-we-might-not-be-willing-to-seek-A-Mate, "To have and to hold," to be silly with and bold, And I write this to … Read more
  • PICKLE JUICE ~
    " HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" a poem a.k.a.: "Are You Ready?" a.k.a.: "Treat Others EVERY DAY As If It Was Their Birthday Every Day!" August 11, 2019 (Sunday) Are you READY – for "The Second Coming?"* Are you read to go and fight? Are you ready – to be "BETTER" in your life, Ready for a "good … Read more
  • “THE DAWN OF A NEW DAWN!”
    We cant change the past it either breaks us or makes us different. The journeys we all travel through time is evolution . Do we have to change, no. But it does change us. Its our choices we make is our own responsibility therefore always be kind to you too. Dont hurt others with your … Read more
  • SHE ~
    For: "NATIONAL BOOK LOVERS' DAY," celebrating reading and our favorite books: "BOOK LOVERS LOVE: 'FIFTY SHADES OF GREY!' " a poem for Freya's Day, a.k.a.: "The Anatomy of Training!" August 9, 2019 [Friday] My Beloved TRAINS ME – with style and grace! With the back of her hand! all over the place! Of course, She … Read more

MAD MANS JOURNAL🙈🕵

14 II. trying to suppress, those so-called evil emotions or conditions, that, basically, everyone & everything seems to abhor and wish to destroy. It’s the tiniest bit of hope at the bottom of Pandora’s Box, but IT IS HOPE . . . the thing is, is it “false hope,” i.e.: just myself – teasing myself . . . or, is any form of hope real or true(?) You just can not live to awaken; you must live to live . . . & again this brings things full circle . . . I AM manifest (it appears); thus, AM I not here to, as Alan Watts said, USE ENERGY JOYFULLY(?) . . . in other words, apply my “talents” . . . develop and grow, but wish no Ulterior Motive. “Find Your Joy:” . . . it’s a seemingly trite, simplistic phrase, but, if you can find some real joy & apply it truly; be that joy . . . that seems, really, to be the only truly spiritual mode of living, but I can’t do it to get better . . . ain’t my writing in this little house just writing to get better . . . or to get out or get Away . . . I think so . . . this position must drop, but (I) can not drop it & think THAT is but another strategy, another game. WHAT A COSMIC JOKE. Like the sayings go: do not the great, the realized sages . . . when they suddenly find themselves in a position to do anything, they know everything’s fine, and they don’t have to do anything. WHAT’S REALLY JOYFUL HAS JUST GOT TO BE SOMETHING THAT IS S U P E R EASY, doesn’t it(?) I don’t think I’ve ever found anything that’s super easy . . . I found some things that others say I’m good at . . . but none of them are super easy . . . Q(uestion): Can I look for something that’s super easy? . . . but isn’t that Doing again . . . so I guess, it’s just got to occur to you . . . or even more simply, just fall in your lap . . . Even the subtlest effort is doing!! Including this writing too, isn’t that true? Wow, this is frustrating . . . is it also useless?

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“It is never too late to be what you might have been.”

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DIARY OF A MAD MAN? Page 36: DIARY OF A MADMAN?🕴🕴

(36) [What a bunch of bal. . Folks out there & the right ones in & implement the right “policies” because an unnatural species has no idea what’s right or better (period). The whole thing definitely appears “hopeless,” short of the proverbial RADICAL REVOLUTION IN HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS [which is someone’s silly dream, unattainable around “these-here parts,” and these here parts are the only parts in sight – SighT t] – i.e.: Any awakening/re-awakening of humanity’s innate or real intelligence . . . & can only be accomplished by “natural” means – require(ing) that you have humans with the necessary capacity acting in the appropriate manner – all this is beyond the understanding of unnatural society/humanity, which, in acting to progress, will, in the long run, make things worse & worse (in other words) . . More & more unnatural. Apparent, short-term “improvements” Maybe apparent, but actually, the ability to judge better cannot be a trait of unnatural existence, can it? ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE = RADICAL REVOLUTION IN HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS? You can’t even relax, thinking such activity will be truly of value . . . It’s ALL ABOUT LOVE! . . . Grace – ASSUME GRACE is working . . . but Grace is liable to kill you, IF your existence is interwoven with unnatural “civilisation!” REAL LOVE can appear very “Academic,” Cold, Calculator(ed) – because it is all about what is “APPROPRIATE” – WHICH CAN APPEAR AS any T H I N G , . . . in love any activity or condition can be acceptable IF it is appropriate. Another term for appropriate could be balanced or having equanimity – Proper understanding & use of terms is needed, BUT (this all) has less to do with the terms & more to do with the agreements of the essence of the terms which also MUST take into account “THE CHARGE” they (have) or how we INTERPRET them & how they make us F E E L – 🙂 – Whew!

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EDITOR: UPDATE. THESE JORNAL PAGES HAVE ATTRACTED MANY EMAILS FROM READERS. WE ARE GOING TO SHOW (WITH PERMISSION) A SHORT COMMENT RECEIVED:

Yum Yum. ( username) Under it all I feel your humour, what a pack of magicians fucking up the world. Complex unnecessary. Even that so-called superficial mystic female wasted her life, just another foolish human. How many folk in this world believe it is all about them. Manipulation is the real devil’s playground. Self-serving pleasure. Here a good-looking, intelligent person is manipulated. Yes, I have learnt another evil messing with a complex brain. Damage, abused, extortion my God! life is so straightforward, to breathe oxygen, love sincerely, no more no less.
You know all that now! The choice you own. The Freedom you hold.
Manipulating for People Pleasures for their gain whether financial, greed for personal reward.
These words I write are with compassion, kindness and humanity.
You have survived trial after trial yet you never gave in.
Don’t look back you will never go that way again. It’s over!

Unknown Authour.

  • “Diary of a Madman,” a.k.a.: “The Contented Heart!” page 10.
    Loving self = finding your joy . . . I've never really consistently implemented that process. Now, I am almost so, depressed, suicidal! Q(uestion): (Is there) Any chance to return to accomplish something (i.e.: loving self) that was seemingly impossible to do even in my youth (Maybe I am & have been doing it as … Read more
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    "FIRE!" a poem, for May 7th, Moon-DAY – We DON'T need to-talk-about fires; Come-on, Honey, (let's-talk-'bout) FOND DESIRES! Let's talk-of those instead, OK? I don't care 'bout no fires today! Fires-are-not-real, unless in my house; Fires are a dream, and I-am-[just]-a-MOUSE! A mouse can't put out no fires, except when he p – – s, … Read more
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    (page) 13 I. Alan Watts – the Spiritual Journey as Self – says we are in Kali Yuga! (A rather difficult Hindu division of time) & think(s) "the game" is worth playing! Mom & Dad have The Unconscious objective: "Let's All Keep the Game going as long as possible" {- & so do I, don't … Read more
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    (15) ANY experience in a conditional realm is suffering, which can lead one to escape by seeking GOD-liners (i.e.: Non-duality), which may be nothing more than being [trapped, dreaming] a rock, dreaming about duality, motivated to return to the realms of suffering, Q E D by dreaming about evolution, from mineral to vegetable to animal, … Read more

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  • Friday . . . Why should you and I be attracted to (do) lucid dreams or (do) OBE s (Out-of-Body-Experiences)? reason(s): to escape this reality; to explore OR (because) it seems like a better or superior position. IF God – Unmanifest Divinity (my term – Oh, I’m so proud!!) dreams, then God pushes into a —— IT dreams, to manifest as manifest divinity – if God IS not awake in the dream, God experiences separateness . . . When “God awakes (Satori or Cosmic Consciousness), it’s quite a thing, BUT, while asleep in ITS dream(s), God will experience it ALL and ALL of it is acceptable experience, somehow. Depression, Psychosis, Bar-hopping, Siddhi powers, Drug-induced hypnosis, hurting, helping, ALL ARE EQUAL. & equally terrible, in a sense, IF it causes God to be caught up, out-of-control, not lucid because the only seeming way to have equanimity is to be TRULY AWAKE, knowing that you are playing with yourself [This is L(ee)la, God’s play] – joyful play (all of it) is fine in a sense, whether it is dying in a torture chamber or becoming King of the World . . . but one (particular) form of play is NOT inherently superior or to be sought after* (* – & is that form of play “sleep acting?” or are all forms of play of real value – maybe so!) You just PLAY, and, when you want to stop, you hopefully can. IF you get caught in any form or circumstance – It is Hell (Yet that too, somehow, is an acceptable thing – But ONLY in the big picture – NOT to the “person” in Hell.

“EXPECTATIONS TOO!”Medical Disclaimer. Please use all information regarding “THE CONTENTED HEART,” a.k.a.: “Diary of a Madman,” anyway you wish! IF it is helpful to/for you, comforting or inspiring in anyway, THAT is our INTENTION. We are offering NO MEDICAL ADVICE, and we are NOT doctors, simply “fellow travelers,” also fragile humans, hoping for happiness for everyone, especially YOU! We make no representation and assume no responsibility for the accuracy of what is presented, although we feel we ARE our “brothers’ keepers,” we are all connected and the only sanity we perceive in life is to love and be loved. Shalom, Peace, Namaste & Love to Thee. 🙂

 

 

  • “Diary of a Madman,” a.k.a.: “The Contented Heart!” page 10.
    1. Loving self = finding your joy . . . I’ve never really consistently implemented that process. Now, I am almost so, depressed, suicidal! Q(uestion): (Is there) Any chance to return to accomplish something (i.e.: loving self) that was seemingly impossible to do even in my youth (Maybe I am & have been doing it as a recluse) Direction = love to love self . . . (therefore) must discover self [Q: Who are you? . . . On the most fundamental level . . . I had no basic idea then (for last 60 years) . . . how can I have any idea now? with what seems to be totally inadequate means? * You just need an awareness adjustment, but you can not make the adjustment. KNOW THYSELF – Intellectually I believe fundamentally I am God . . . but, as manifest Divinity, what is truly authentic about me? What am I trul(l)y most magnetized to ? Maybe I don’t need to know and can’t really anyway. IF there is any chance for the unconscious to agree to begin energy delivery again . . . Energy delivery is a model only – unlimited energy may be the reality. Could be where energy begins & then activities are resumed. (A(nswer) #1: It’s the wrong question. Why is there need to do anything when nothing’s wrong) If the same patterns of this life are returned to (the ones that got the imaginary “tap” turned off/diminished in the first place), then the Unconscious knows that I still don’t know &/or love myself truly . . . How true on some level – Q: Is it too late to do anything now – A: Probably, but I really don’t know – Anything’s possible, BUT the path is perilous – What is the ratio of effort required to reward = the
    Medical Disclaimer. Please use all information regarding “THE CONTENTED HEART,” a.k.a.: “Diary of a Madman,” anyway you wish! IF it is helpful to/for you, comforting or inspiring in anyway, THAT is our INTENTION. We are offering NO MEDICAL ADVICE, and we are NOT doctors, simply “fellow travelers,” also fragile humans, hoping for happiness for everyone, especially YOU! We make no representation and assume no responsibility for the accuracy of what is presented, although we feel we ARE our “brothers’ keepers,” we are all connected and the only sanity we perceive in life is to love and be loved. Shalom, Peace, Namaste & Love to Thee. 🙂
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  • FOND DESIRES! 💜
    “FIRE!” a poem, for May 7th, Moon-DAY – We DON’T need to-talk-about fires; Come-on, Honey, (let’s-talk-’bout) FOND DESIRES! Let’s talk-of those instead, OK? I don’t care ’bout no fires today! Fires-are-not-real, unless in my house; Fires are a dream, and I-am-[just]-a-MOUSE! A mouse can’t put out no fires, except when he p – – s, And brings the populations – To their bloody knees! Fires – they are, Just in my dreams, And p – – – p – – – it-doth-come, In-fluorescent-streams: I will p – – – the fires, p – – – them out, ‘Cause I just wanna – kiss and pout, SO – No-talk-of-fires! HONEY-let-me-know, IF – inside-your-walls-I-can-go. THERE I S FIRE, THE KIND I LIKE, TO STOKE MY FURNACE – AND SPARK THE “MIC!” Come-on, Honey; let fire bans, Be-known-ONLY – to-the-“also rans!” Let’s forget about them fire threats, AND MAKE OUR FIRE – as-The-Sun-sets, And, when it rises, across the way, LET’S MAKE FIRE – THROUGHOUT THE DAY! fin. <3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvUQcnfwUUM
  • THE CONTENTED HEART!  A die-or-y-or-live-ry!?  🙂 – page 13, a lucky page? DIARY OF A MAD MAN🕵
    (page) 13 I. Alan Watts – the Spiritual Journey as Self – says we are in Kali Yuga! (A rather difficult Hindu division of time) & think(s) “the game” is worth playing! Mom & Dad have The Unconscious objective: “Let’s All Keep the Game going as long as possible” {- & so do I, don’t I?!} – As Long as possible is a reasonable thing UNTIL You (like me) Start to even imagine it’s a game. {Maybe the game’s worth playing, even so; I don’t know.} Then, keeping the game going is really, really a process of doing & any advantage of continuing (except to awaken) may be lost . . . & IF you are not TRULY in SOME process of awakening, you are truly lost (because your health, wealth & most importantly peace of mind are out the window). Thus, you are in the process of unraveling – Unraveling is where I think I’m at. Q(uestion) I(ssue): Is there any evidence to the contrary? . . . I find none. Does trying to explain this to those who are totally (un)consciously keeping the game going (thinking THAT is actually living) of ANY value? I think not. To plant this seed in anyone who has nothing really there to allow the seed to grow is, in some way, (well, it) seems very very cruel. I think, perhaps, the seed has been planted in me . . . Is there any soil I have to sprout the seed (?) IF there is soil, awakening could begin; if no soil, forget it. {Maybe there’s always some soil or capacity.} Just writing down these things which are based on the impressions of others (like Alan Watts) does not mean necessarily that I have soil. It could . . . that would be the only hope I really have left in this life, but I don’t think I have soil . . . but I don’t know. All I can do is WISH I have any soil (or capacity). Is it just wishful thinking to think there is soil . . since I am just writing in circles, I’m afraid it’s just wishful thinking. I am so sad now – is sadness some evidence of soil? I just wish to end this pain & frustration, but, perhaps, if there is even a bit of awakening going on, the evidence might be the very pain & frustration I am . . . https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vH1icLURgbY Medical Disclaimer. Please use all information regarding “THE CONTENTED HEART,” a.k.a.: “Diary of a Madman,” anyway you wish! IF it is helpful to/for you, comforting or inspiring in anyway, THAT is our INTENTION. We are offering NO MEDICAL ADVICE, and we are NOT doctors, simply “fellow travelers,” also fragile humans, hoping for happiness for everyone, especially YOU! We make no representation and assume no responsibility for the accuracy of what is presented, although we feel we ARE our “brothers’ keepers,” we are all connected and the only sanity we perceive in life is to love and be loved. Shalom, Peace, Namaste & Love to Thee. 🙂
  • Mad Mans Diary 🕵
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  • DIARY OF A MAD MAN🕴🕴🕴
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  • MAD MAN’S DIARY”The Contented Heart!” p. 35 (with a little of p. 36 tossed in as an appetizer!)🕴🕴🕴🕴🕴
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  • Diary of a Mad Man! 🕴
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  • DIARY OF A MAD MAN ☻☻☻
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  • DIARY OF A MAD MAN,Abuse,Anxiety,BROKEN SOUL,🕴🕴🕴🕴
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Your life becomes a masterpiece when you master peace ✌️

This is a long and complex issue. But believe it or not, the world now is far less violent than it was, say, a thousand years ago. The impression that we are in an ever spiralling up cycle of ultraviolence is not so much because the world is more violent – it’s always been violent – but largely because we HEAR about it much more and importantly, much more quickly. News wise, the world is a small town and news – good and bad – spreads over it within hours or even minutes. As to the concrete slabs, they will protect people from SOME forms of attack, from others, not at all. That’s not to say it’s not a good idea, but that it’s not a perfect defence. There is no perfect defence against the enemy’s violence, it can only be reduced somewhat. Some forms of attack are almost impossible to defend against except by destroying the enemy before he can attack. We have been locked into a politically correct world where simply to name the enemy is seen as grounds for legal action or complaint. The enemy however, seems to be able to criticise our society with impunity and our politicians are so busy trying to win their minority vote, in a sea of bleeding hearts, political correctness and fascination with a ‘multicultural’ society that we had previously enjoyed, that they lose sight of the fact that, basically, they are the enemy. Multiculturalism only works when all facets of culture agree to share culture within the framework of a nation, it’s present socio-political structure and not to try and displace it and replace it with their own. The Greeks, Italians, Yugoslavs, British and other migrants of the past decades did that – and today they live amongst us happily – because they ARE us – they are Australians who support Australian socio-political values. But the enemy are different. They come as a mix of refugees – and simple illegal immigrants, sadly, mostly the latter. But that’s not the problem, I’ve no doubt some others have slipped past on occasion, but they fell into the great melting pot of Australian multicultural tolerance and, in the same way, became Austlralian, their kids are Australian and always will be. No real problem. The enemy is different. Wherever they go, they demand support and respect for their particular religion. Within some limits, that’s no big deal, we’ve never had an ‘official’ religion, hell the Constitution specifically say ‘no religious test’ amongst other things. This was intended to ensure religious freedom for all – be they Muslim, Christian, Buddhist or Hindu. Islam was just another minority religion at the time, it had no power here, the practicioners were few and isolated, the Afghan camel drivers the famous ‘Ghan’ train is named for were probably the best known group. But they were no threat to anyone and they practised their religion without demanding concessions – not that it would have done any good – that was not an era of political correctness and they knew they would be told, politely, to bugger off. Now it’s different. The Islamists amongst us are intent on not only gaining concessions for their religion – which might be tolerable to a small degree – but are demanding that it be legally protected from criticism and even that Australian law allow Sharia, their religious legal system, to be part and parcel of Australian law. Be very clear this is not for them to carve a niche in Australian for themselves, there are doubtless many Muslims that would happily settle for that, but to place themselves in a position to exert more pressure for change to accomodate their cultural grotesqueness with a view to ultimately dominating our society and changing it into something where many things we take for granted are expressly forbidden because these things ‘offend’ their religious beliefs and this enrages their short and largely uncontrolled violent tempers. They tolerate nothing that does not suit their Islamist ways. And now they resort to violence to achieve that – to get a shortcut to paradise and some vaguely unspecifed sexual paradise. And our women are considered fair game – ‘those whom you hold in your right hand’ ISIS does not have a monopoly on sexual slavery – and rape – which they consider fine if the female is an ‘kafr’ – an infidel or unbeliever and commits the heinous crime of exposing her flesh, thus arousing their uncontrollable lust – so its her fault she gets raped anyway. What’s more troubling is that our courts seem to be pandering to this – at least in part. A teenager that indecently assaulted multiple young women and girls was excused by a judge because his ‘culture’ believed it was ok to do so. This cannot be tolerated – his culture in his homeland is not our culture in ours – to suggest that we mus tolerate disgusting aspects of their culture in order to foster acceptance and the myth that Islam can be part of a multicultural society has to be slapped down hard. Why? Because Islam doesn’t do ‘multicultural’ it dominates, or it fights until it dominates. Their faith says that Islam must be the dominant religion and that others (specifically the ‘people of the book’ – jews and christians) could only be tolerated if they accept 3rd class citizenship, do not publicy practise or advertise their faith and are subject to being less than any muslim, even a muslim women. Don’t start me on Islamic attitudes to women, suffice it to say it is the antithesis of Australian and Western society and just leave it at that. This is the enemy, and they are not just at the gate now, clamouring to be admitted so they can ultimately dominate our society, but they are already within it. But wait, people say, they are only a small percentage of muslims, these Islamist terrorists and the majority of muslims don’t support their interpretation of Islam. Quite right. I had muslim neighbours once and they were good people. We didn’t agree on religion of course, though we didn’t argue about it – in some ways being an atheist made that easier – but they accepted my non religion and I accepted theirs and we got on fine – they had no problem having the kafr neighbour over for coffee on occasion and I had no problem with them doing the same, even had the odd bbq with them. No drama. They were Australian even then, as 1st generation immigrants and I’ve no doubt their kids, who wore western dress, even the girls, and went to normal public schools, turned out just fine. It was no big deal. That said, I suspect a lot of that tolerance and understanding was because of their nation of origin. They were Turkish, which had been a secular democracy, despite a muslim majority, and they were used to dealing with non Islamic people on a daily basis – so it was no big deal to them either. The new lot are different. There are only about 25-30% of the muslim popuation that support ISIS harsh version of Islam, but it bears remembering that only about the same number of Germans were Nazis or Nazi sympathisers and by no means that many were Party members. Yet we had to annihilate most of Europe to get them out of power. The problem is not that different. Yes, most of them just want to eat their halal food, avoid alcohol and go to the mosque on Fridays. They aren’t militant any more than most Catholics, who eat fish on Fridays and go to Mass on Sunday are like the violent sectarian Catholics of Northern Ireland. But the violent and vocal minority are dangerous in the extreme. Radical Islamists, and those who passively support them, and in some cases actively proselytize for them are the enemy. They are not misunderstood – they are radicalised to the point where violence against the infidel nation they live in is justifiable, if not by their own hand, but by those that they support. They are the enemy and they must be mercilessly dealt with. That’s the problem. We’ve gotten so immersed in preserving the crumbling castle of multiculturalism, we’ve failed to get the idea that Islam doesn’t want multiculturalism, it’s anathema to its core beliefs and contrary to the teaching of both Mohammed and the Q’ran. Other religions must be destroyed so that ‘religion is only for Allah’. That cannot be tolerated. The imported violence isn’t limited to religion either, the Somali gangs that roam Melbourne and terrorise, rob and rape with apparent impunity are another side of the story – they bring their culture too – because violence and mob rule in endemic in a land ruled by warlords – and we are not seen as a safe haven by these thugs – but as a soft target. They too, need to be ruthlessly put down. Someone once said that ‘violence doesn’t solve anything’. Well, sorry, but the lesson of history says that yes, there are some things that only violence can solve. Radical Islam, in the form of ISIS, is slowly being destroyed at its origin, but not by peaceful negotiation or ‘understanding their culture’ but by raw, naked force. Because nothing else will work. The local version are no different, the velvet glove of a legal system designed to give the average Aussie a ‘fair go’ if they make a mistake – or even several mistakes – is next to useless against these thugs – Somali gangbanger, Islamist, or both – and only steel fist will work – they need to be deported for any act of violence. No cultural excuses. No exceptions. Out. It might well be that some treasured values, like Section 116 of the Constitution, might need to be varied, since presently the government cannot legislate against a religion or its practices. In the case of Islam and it’s violent branches – perhaps that might have to be adjusted – in the same way as the Nazi party had to be proscribed in Germany – the political freedom of some had to be curtailed to prevent another Nazi disaster. S116 also allows Muslims in politics. Already we are seeing demands from them for legal protection of Islam from criticism – this is the thin edge of a very big wedge called Sharia and this CANNOT be allowed to gain a foothold. Islam can be no more immune from criticism than Christianity or Atheism, both of which Muslims seem able to perjure and profanely curse with impunity – apparently because it’s ‘their culture’ which seems to render any sanctions powerless. Political correctness that works against other issues doesn’t work against political Islamism – it empowers it. Until this changes, the situation will continue to deteriorate. How long will it be before our Police need to carry automatic weapons on a daily basis. The UK has gone from a place where the Police were nearly always unarmed to one where they carry military assault rifles. We’re on the virge of that. Now there are major changes to airport security – after some Islamists living amongst us almost succeeded in getting a bomb on an aircraft. The impact on Australia and our way of life is already too high – action needs to be taken and it needs to be decisive and it needs to be effective. Preventing youth from being ‘radicalised’ is one thing – but I think it’s time for terrorists to face a death penalty – if not as a deterrent, because to them death by our hand is a free ticket to a Martyr’s paradise. Perhaps we need to take a leaf out of Israel’s book here. Terrorists have their family home razed to the ground. Harsh? Yes, but the velvet glove isn’t working, so perhaps it’s time for the armoured fist.

“If there was no MAN MADE RELIGION

NO countries

Wouldn’t this be the perfect PLANET EARTH “

GOD NEVER CREATED “RELIGION”

MAN DID THAT! Murdered all living things.

The Planet doesn't need more successful people
The Planet desperately needs more peacemakers, storytellers and lovers of all kind
Dalia Lama

What happened to this 🌚 planet 🌛

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