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14 II. trying to suppress, those so-called evil emotions or conditions, that, basically, everyone & everything seems to abhor and wish to destroy. It’s the tiniest bit of hope at the bottom of Pandora’s Box, but IT IS HOPE . . . the thing is, is it “false hope,” i.e.: just myself – teasing myself . . . or, is any form of hope real or true(?) You just can not live to awaken; you must live to live . . . & again this brings things full circle . . . I AM manifest (it appears); thus, AM I not here to, as Alan Watts said, USE ENERGY JOYFULLY(?) . . . in other words, apply my “talents” . . . develop and grow, but wish no Ulterior Motive. “Find Your Joy:” . . . it’s a seemingly trite, simplistic phrase, but, if you can find some real joy & apply it truly; be that joy . . . that seems, really, to be the only truly spiritual mode of living, but I can’t do it to get better . . . ain’t my writing in this little house just writing to get better . . . or to get out or get Away . . . I think so . . . this position must drop, but (I) can not drop it & think THAT is but another strategy, another game. WHAT A COSMIC JOKE. Like the sayings go: do not the great, the realized sages . . . when they suddenly find themselves in a position to do anything, they know everything’s fine, and they don’t have to do anything. WHAT’S REALLY JOYFUL HAS JUST GOT TO BE SOMETHING THAT IS S U P E R EASY, doesn’t it(?) I don’t think I’ve ever found anything that’s super easy . . . I found some things that others say I’m good at . . . but none of them are super easy . . . Q(uestion): Can I look for something that’s super easy? . . . but isn’t that Doing again . . . so I guess, it’s just got to occur to you . . . or even more simply, just fall in your lap . . . Even the subtlest effort is doing!! Including this writing too, isn’t that true? Wow, this is frustrating . . . is it also useless?

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โ€œIt is never too late to be what you might have been.โ€

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DIARY OF A MAD MAN? Page 36: DIARY OF A MADMAN?๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด

(36) [What a bunch of bal. . Folks out there & the right ones in & implement the right “policies” because an unnatural species has no idea what’s right or better (period). The whole thing definitely appears “hopeless,” short of the proverbial RADICAL REVOLUTION IN HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS [which is someone’s silly dream, unattainable around “these-here parts,” and these here parts are the only parts in sight – SighT t] – i.e.: Any awakening/re-awakening of humanity’s innate or real intelligence . . . & can only be accomplished by “natural” means – require(ing) that you have humans with the necessary capacity acting in the appropriate manner – all this is beyond the understanding of unnatural society/humanity, which, in acting to progress, will, in the long run, make things worse & worse (in other words) . . More & more unnatural. Apparent, short-term “improvements” Maybe apparent, but actually, the ability to judge better cannot be a trait of unnatural existence, can it? ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE = RADICAL REVOLUTION IN HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS? You can’t even relax, thinking such activity will be truly of value . . . It’s ALL ABOUT LOVE! . . . Grace – ASSUME GRACE is working . . . but Grace is liable to kill you, IF your existence is interwoven with unnatural “civilisation!” REAL LOVE can appear very “Academic,” Cold, Calculator(ed) – because it is all about what is “APPROPRIATE” – WHICH CAN APPEAR AS any T H I N G , . . . in love any activity or condition can be acceptable IF it is appropriate. Another term for appropriate could be balanced or having equanimity – Proper understanding & use of terms is needed, BUT (this all) has less to do with the terms & more to do with the agreements of the essence of the terms which also MUST take into account “THE CHARGE” they (have) or how we INTERPRET them & how they make us F E E L – ๐Ÿ™‚ – Whew!

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Yum Yum. ( username) Under it all I feel your humour, what a pack of magicians fucking up the world. Complex unnecessary. Even that so-called superficial mystic female wasted her life, just another foolish human. How many folk in this world believe it is all about them. Manipulation is the real devil’s playground. Self-serving pleasure. Here a good-looking, intelligent person is manipulated. Yes, I have learnt another evil messing with a complex brain. Damage, abused, extortion my God! life is so straightforward, to breathe oxygen, love sincerely, no more no less.
You know all that now! The choice you own. The Freedom you hold.
Manipulating for People Pleasures for their gain whether financial, greed for personal reward.
These words I write are with compassion, kindness and humanity.
You have survived trial after trial yet you never gave in.
Don’t look back you will never go that way again. It’s over!

Unknown Authour.

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Diary of a [Corporeal] Madman!” p. 32

(32) I’m OK; You’re OK = I’m a Counselor; you’re a counselor (i.e.: I counsel you sometimes; you counsel me sometimes) . . . we all need a little counseling sometimes, DON’T YOU THINK? ((:) “Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” Heb. 11:1 “Everything & everything that is nothing, All, manifest & unmanifest is an imaginary point.” : J 3/18/2015 Dear “Concerned” (lol) Reader: IF you (are) around when it might be attempted, please don’t let my physical body be put, or kept, on artificial Life Support . . . Thanks, (signed) J Samuel Davis 3/18/2015 p.s.: Cremation is Much preferred too. IF, When you are finished with interacting with another, and they feel good, like when they say, “I feel good,” then , perhaps, it might mean that you have been a good counselor (It certainly will NOT mean that you have to feel good, but, hopefully, you MIGHT OR you could . . . feel good. When you write, & you think you’re writing, & if you share what you write & someone might say “Gosh, that sounds like poetry, may be it is . . . poetry . . . and maybe that writing is something that could be THE INTENT, The Presentation of Artistic Design i(n) What ARE Perceived to be Spiritual MODES. Autobiography of a Yogi: “The dual scales of Maya “balance every joy with a grief.” – – – Sri Yukteswar (Giri) to Mukunda: “IF ever you find me falling from a state of God Realization, please promise to put my head in your lap & help to bring me back to The Cosmic Beloved we both worship.” ๐Ÿ™‚

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Just a quick note for anyone reading this: PLEASE DO NOT be concerned how my physical body is disposed of at physical death. Although I certainly did in 2015, a little over 3 years ago, it DOES NOT MATTER TO ME ANY LONGER. No one knows how to dispose of physical bodies! EXCEPT – those that are SURE THEY DO! (L. O. L.) “What a physical body really is and what can or should be done with it is beyond anyone; as far as anyone can scientifically determine, the body is not even solid in some sense – it is just a perceptual construct, flowing, mutating, growing cells and releasing old cells to The Wind! And cells are certainly not the smallest particles! There always appears to be something smaller, making up even what we perceive to be the smallest, and so goes it – into eternity, The Infinite Smallness and Largeness – Quite beyond any mind’s ability to comprehend. The Mystery is Unfathomable . . . and Laughable!” 

Medical Disclaimer. Please use all information regarding “THE CONTENTED HEART,” a.k.a.: “Diary of a Madman,” anyway you wish! IF it is helpful to/for you, comforting or inspiring in anyway, THAT is our INTENTION. We are offering NO MEDICAL ADVICE, and we are NOT doctors, simply “fellow travelers,” also fragile humans, hoping for happiness for everyone, especially YOU! We make no representation and assume no responsibility for the accuracy of what is presented, although we feel we ARE our “brothers’ keepers,” we are all connected and the only sanity we perceive in life is to love and be loved. Shalom, Peace, Namaste & Love to Thee. ๐Ÿ™‚

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“Josh Groban – You Are Loved (Don’t Give Up)”~ BROKEN Soul ยฉ

Don’t Give up

Have you ever wondered why folk give up!

Watch the warning signs
Someone inside perhaps retreats within themselves
Silence is seen as escapism when in fact what happens inside a living being is our message from our gut really is the bodies way of reacting to lack of water, nourishment, surviving drought or famine inside all living matter fighting for survival. The role then is sent to the brainwaves simply GIVE UP.

WE ARE ALL FRAGILE
NO ONE IS INVINCIBLE ๐Ÿ™

Or maybe a sensitive Soul is mentally tired.

Mental illness has naught to do with giving up is a dangerous precursor to SUICIDE.

Animals, Humans, plants give up too. Why?

This Earth is Fragile we to are fragile

Every living being has this point called Fragility

We never know, what lays behind those eyes until the day we turn around to find another life LOST

Fragile– life is everyone’s responsibility.

Promises made at the moment, that are forfeited by the way perhaps unintended Promise’s never kept could destroy a life
Scared, disappointed, anger, loss of dignity, loss of trust, loss of love, all are a precursor to an already FRAGILE Soul.

Thought for the day
โ€œWhen you make a promise โ€” that is your wordโ€
You are only respected by your โ€œWordโ€of promise you have made.
Another Gentleman may say you are as good as your Word!

MMยฉยฎโ„ข

๐Ÿ’ฅ
Here at Dazzle the team intends to look at Broken Soul –
SUICIDE โ€” a subject we will all deal with around our lives with family, friends also with strangers who are FRAGILE.

EDITOR: DAZZLE
This Category Blogging is not Medical advice or makes any claims pertaining to information in this chapter of Dazzled.
You are invited to participate in this Category by sending your thoughts by email to the Central Office for consideration to publish here. Thank you and blessings ๐Ÿ•ฏ

FORGIVENESS ~

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“FORGIVENESS WITH A SMILE!” ~ MYSTIC POET

“FORGIVENESS WITH A SMILE!” a poem, a.k.a.: “Still Smiling [After All This Time]!?”* 04/19/2019 (Fri)

Stop coughing so much, and you-won’t-give-yourself-a-head-ache!
Complainers-often: (pause) a worse state they-make!

Why-NOT, as preciously-“supplied,”
Let-“the-dog”-lie? Don’t-be-“fit-to-be-tied!”

Just let IT pass; don’t get too riled,
It-may-be-hard-to-do, but-they-say:
“HE SMILED!”

“We beat Him – and hung him, and spat in his eye,
and, yet, we-still-saw-love-there!” (pause) It’s OK to cry!

“Maybe I shouldn’t be: so-darn-cruel-&-nas-ty,
To people I hardly know, who-seems-to-be-more-‘classy,’
Than-ever-I-could-be; perhaps, you-know, just-may-be,
We aught to cut this fellow down who’s-nailed-to-“this tree,”
THE ONE WE WERE ORDERED TO NAIL HIM TO!
You-would-think-He’d-be-loud-and-cursing, whimpering BOO HOO!

But, no he’s just a-hangin’, with-a-fond-smile on his face,

Like-He’s-blessing – and-forgiving – everyone-in-this-Place!

fin <3

* – Written by a Roman soldier, a long time ago!

Prayer

(a prayer to calm anger in the heart or mind)
My mind prowls around, looking for someone to blame, hunting for a way to release the anger I feel. I am trapped, enraged by these feelings.
Resentment weighs me down and revenge follows me. It overtakes my life.
Please come and bring freedom, I need you Almighty God. I lay these feelings at the foot of the cross.
I remind myself over and over that you took this pain and these raw wounds with your death on the cross, and overcame them all. Lord help my heart to understand your risen love, that I may breathe in your hope and find a new morning of peace and forgiveness.

Amen.

If you have lost you way
Maybe you need to hear
This right now
Amen

“Diary of a Madman” beginnings, this is, as best I can recall, how the journal starts: Now this is a new beinging. Sweet as ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

Congratulations my Dear Freind for surviving those dark times of terror. The strength you found in the depth of anguish๐Ÿ˜” isolation were harrowing. A journey faced by many poor Broken Souls that are unable to survive the darkest only seen in the depths beyond grief never to be back. This story uniquely defies the odds with deep outstanding of self. So proud to be a part of this journey back to the living a joyest life with loved ones. On and upwards we run hand in hand to the highest Peace ๐Ÿ•Š๐Ÿ•Š

DIARY OF A MAD MAN โ˜ปโ˜ปโ˜ป

  1. BLACK MAGIC – anything seemingly mysterious or miraculous . . . A POEM ENTITLED: “Cause – Effect – Fate – Coincidence & Predestination!” When I sit, my nose runs. Does it run because I sit? // IF, whenever I sit, it starts to run, SURELY it is so!! BUT – in my fairy tale are MANY sprites, that dance with me // One sprite is the sprite of sitting; whenever he wills me to sit, I do, thinking, mistakenly, that I have commanded the action somehow // Immediately the sprite of running noses taps me and IT flows. // They are playing a game with me // Next season, the sprite of running noses will plot with the other sprite to reverse roles. when you meditate, it will become clear: You sit; you tap; you will; you run; you play the game – it’s lots of fun. Who is meditating me NOW?Well . . . would you believe: “Open, Sesame?!” * <3

 

‘Tis a magical phrase, which opens a cavern . . . . in which forty sneaky, little b – – – – – – s have hidden a special treasure. A treasure! OK! Yup! ๐Ÿ™‚ Maybe for Valentine’s Day! <3

And sometimes there is a magical lamp too . . . . with a genie that comes out . . . and . . . yes . . . grants you wishes!**

** : Be careful what you wish for, Sports Fans . . . you might just get it! ๐Ÿ™‚

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NEVER GIVE UP๐Ÿค

Diary of a Mad Man! ๐Ÿ•ด

iscussing and considering this stuff can only do so much because the natural way of living is BEYOND ANALYSIS – it has to BE: i.e.: just naturally existent. It can’t be contrived, faked, attempted . . . it’s just got to be the truly natural “way of doing business.” It’s really communism, done without any unnatural-ness; human can not program it or “figure out” what to do to implement (it). IT CAN’T be implemented . . . only lived . . . only followed. IT IS INSTINCTS – which are intelligence . . . it is IMPULSE . . & in any moment that you’re analyzing it, it is totally beyond your ability to recognize or implement. That’s why mystical poetry or writing is, perhaps, the closest – thing to describing it: because it’s not really describing it; it’s trying to inspire your real intelligence to re-activate = surprising or shocking unnatural intelligence. Whew! No wonder the unnatural intelligence (UI) is just frustrated with what to do & THERE! it’s being called something that it doesn’t like to be called at all . . . it wants to be “the good guy” & it’s tried SO HARD, i.e.: the small s “self,” & [?] may then be (just) descriptions of natural / ? / intelligence, which includes OBJECTIVE AWARENESS (?) . .. so now another model emerges, another frustrating, producing model to continue processes of analysis, synthesis, judgment of an unnatural intelligence . . . UI, like AI, . . . the same, based on calculations, RI (real ? intelligence) is beyond calculation. Graceful, Natural – Doing the appropriate thing at the appropriate time – Can never be consistently accomplished without the appropriate means (??) [without an accepting perception, for WITH SUCH A PERCEPTION, everything is appropriate AND perfect, in a sense!!] AI can never be the way necessary (?), but is doomed to continue trying = insanity = believing appropriate things can be accomplished using inappropriate means. Unnatural – Awareness of self as a separate entity. (Children are not aware of this separateness . . . They must fall from grace, by exposure to the contagion of separate-ness.) Could the dinosaurs have gone extinct from becoming self-aware as a species? OK! Time to stop!! (Higher) EDUCATION : To Develop Unnatural Intelligence. TRAINING = To Develop Skills. The “bad” news – Things can NEVER get better than they are, so [stop] trying to make ’em better. The “good” news: You are always experiencing the best that can be provided! [read to S] One’s negative emotions ARE VALID BUT NOT NATURAL – perhaps, positive emotions are the same – valid, in that they are intuitive and . . .

Medical Disclaimer. Please use all information regarding “THE CONTENTED HEART,” a.k.a.: “Diary of a Madman,” anyway you wish! IF it is helpful to/for you, comforting or inspiring in anyway, THAT is our INTENTION. We are offering NO MEDICAL ADVICE, and we are NOT doctors, simply “fellow travelers,” also fragile humans, hoping for happiness for everyone, especially YOU! We make no representation and assume no responsibility for the accuracy of what is presented, although we feel we ARE our “brothers’ keepers,” we are all connected and the only sanity we perceive in life is to love and be loved. Shalom, Peace, Namaste & Love to Thee. ๐Ÿ™‚

MAD MAN’S DIARY”The Contented Heart!” p. 35 (with a little of p. 36 tossed in as an appetizer!)๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด

HIS PAGE, page 35, is A BLIP, returning for a moment to Bernadette’s** Article:

(Whether Jesus lived or not is another Question (&) Isn’t it irrelevant?*)

(35) Logos: Sole-y God . . . i.e.: un-manifest divinity Jesus: distinct, human person Christ: The eternal one-ness of God and MAN: God’s own human nature.

Bernadette believes Jesus WAS historical. I, me, don’t know & I don’t think I really care after (what I have been through) the last 3 -4 years. I would just LIKE to BELIEVE (that) my APPARENT existence has any value at all – I believe I would believe that IF I could, even apparently, be on some “PATH” from some state to the “Unitive” State to a no-self state. Sometimes, I imagine I am on a path; other times, the idea – the idea is TOTALLY (with a capital “T”) LUDICROUS – TOTALLY LUDICROUS.

* – Isn’t it as irrelevant as the question or koan: IS ALL THE STUFF OUT HERE REAL?

. . . (for those of you who would like to know the finish to what was left at the end of page 34, it goes like this, I think! . . . [MASS REVOLUTION (is) inevitable & (it will) NOT (be) ANY revolution based on (the) superficial; just get the wrong . . . {here it comes} folks out there & the right ones in & implement the right “policies” because an unnatural species HAS no idea what’s right or better (period).]

(Note: I really AM being facetious here, Dear Ones – there IS no hope for the betterment of human kind . . . that IS “THE period” . . . NO HOPE! This place, AND ALL CONDITIONAL REALMS – and there are no other types of apparently existent realms – are hopeless BECAUSE – conditionality, dual or whatever, can ONLY be designed to be conflicting, so the best you can hope for is: JUST TRYING TO DO THE BEST YOU CAN! and . . . THERE IS NO SUCH THING (as The Best You Can), since all you can do is what you can do, apparently! At this point, we hear Santa Claus in the background, with his traditional bowl of jelly belly laugh: “HO, HO, HO!” ๐Ÿ™‚ ) . . . but don’t give up HOPE! There is ALWAYS a kiss and a cuddle . . oo-oo–oo! <3

** – Bernadette Roberts, deceased Christian mystic and author.

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{I feel certain the review script is legible – What I have written [just commentary] goes like this}: page (33) Bernadette Roberts has a new book called “The Real Christ” She is only saying if you disagree with her definitions you shouldn’t read this book. Her books are all about the spiritual journey of transformation into Christ. [I agree] [are metaphors] the Incarnation . . . or (from me) just INCARNATION = God’s plan for all mankind. (that is, any incarnation or ALL Incarnation) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4oZZhpMXP4

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The Contented Heart! page 31 – I am referencing a Catholic Mystic named Bernadette Roberts; she passed away last year, in her mid-80s. I had the opportunity to attend a seminar weekend with her years ago, and she was very nice! ๐Ÿ™‚ – She wrote several books, which I would not recommend to most people, except YOU! ๐Ÿ™‚ What I remember about her was: (1) she was thin and small; (2) she smoked like “a stack;” (3) she liked to drink and serve tea; and (4) she was just . . . well, you know, wonderful!The Contented Heart! page 31 – I am referencing a Catholic Mystic named Bernadette Roberts; she passed away last year, in her mid-80s. I had the opportunity to attend a seminar weekend with her years ago, and she was very nice! ๐Ÿ™‚ – She wrote several books, which I would not recommend to most people, except YOU! ๐Ÿ™‚ What I remember about her was: (1) she was thin and small; (2) she smoked like “a stack;” (3) she liked to drink and serve tea; and (4) she was just . . . well, you know, wonderful!(31) In Bernadette’s WARNING (I think her last book had a warning at the beginning that you should, at least, be tolerant of what she was offering!): She says (that) Recognizing the person of Christ is an important step in one’s spiritual journey. [She is ONLY saying, (I think) IF you disagree with her definitions, you shouldn’t read the book.] Yogananda (a pretty famous Hindu guru, who came to The West and started a group called Self-Realization Fellowship in California) studied Jesus Christ’s life with his guru. “The historical Christ clues us into the oneness of form & formless.” Is The Primary Absolute: God as ALL? Virgin Birth: Brahmin birthing Brahmin. (The) act of a meal is [my definition]: Brahmin Serving Brahmin to Brahmin – It’s just ALL About Brahmin . . . It’s just ALL About love. The “Unitive” State: A life in union with God. 1st book: “The PATH to NO-Self . . . so, there is a process. Is it your belief you are involved in a process from The Unitive State to No-Self? From self (small “s”) to me to ego to personas to the witness, to (?) to Alan Watt’s description (of a human being being a) Quaking Mess (or Mass) (!) to the intermediator, to Speaker A, Speaker B, conscious self, unconscious self, to me, myself & I. I am, seemingly, fragmented beyond beyond (belief?) = spiritual schizophrenia, intellectual or conscious schizophrenia – Ahem! I AM A MESS, I am a mess. Why ? are you a mess? I don’t know . . . . (possible answer:) for love of You. ๐Ÿ™‚ – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKuFyHwG188&list=RDeKuFyHwG188&start_radio=1

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what if you define (29) ENJOYMENT as – Being fascinated with some belief – and it manifests . . . Therefore, That’s why Alan Watts’ concept of “You suffer because you enjoy it!” could be right. Re-phrased, then: YOU SUFFER BECAUSE YOU ARE FASCINATED WITH THE BELIEF OF SUFFERING FOR SOME REASON (punishment for sins, for some reason like leaving Mahikari or not giving enough Light or violating various commandments of The Bible [like not honoring Your Father & Mother] or violating, &, perhaps getting away with, the laws of your society {like, even, speeding} or thinking so-called BAD thoughts or using so-called BAD words or not going to church . . .) (or – using improper punctuation in your diary! ๐Ÿ™‚ ) Q: What is fascination? – Is it meditation? – Could it be described as “one-pointed” awareness? . . . relative to anything . . . IF Quantum Physics is now largely operational in human consciousness, one has to be ultra-careful of what they are exposed to . . . and . . . guess what? Isn’t it too late to do much of anything when a person has been through SO MUCH STUFF? Yet . . . wait . . . that’s a belief too . . . So, does a person’s capacity to have ANY belief system need to be side-tracked somehow? & How possible is that when a person has had stuff already ingrained? According to Swami Rama, You can go into an altered, seemingly immobile state IF you’re hit with Shaktipat (when you’re SUPPOSEDLY ready), but also IF you are suddenly struck with intense grief or fear, as in the case of the Hindu man losing something of greatest value to him & he suddenly becomes immobile for days & people gather before him to make offerings because they think he’s in Samadhi! Am I enjoying writing this stuff down? . . . NOT in any usual sense – It’s like a compulsion . . . is THAT enjoyment!? Is that what Watts meant (by) use(ing) energy joyfully? Hasn’t enjoyment been taught to us as something YOU LIKE TO DO THAT GIVES PLEASURE? ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csyHN3LoRJ4

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