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Sad-Eyed and Soft and Grey

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Sad-Eyed and soft and grey thou art, o morn!

Across the long grass of the marshy plain

Thy west wind whispers of the coming rain,

Thy lark forgets that May is grown forlorn

Above the lush blades of the springing corn,

Thy thrush within the high elms strives in vain

To store up tales of spring for summerโ€™s pain โ€“ Vain day, why wert thou from the dark night born?

O many-voiced strange morn, why must thou break

With vain desire the softness of my dream

Where she and I alone on earth did seem?

How hadst thou heart from me that land to take

Wherein she wandered softly for my sake

And I and she no harm of love might deem?

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Atalantaโ€™s Race โ€“ William Morris

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Through thick Arcadian woods a hunter went, Following the beasts upon a fresh spring day; But since his horn-tipped bow but seldom bent, Now at the noontide nought had happed to slay, Within a vale he called his hounds away, Hearkening the echoes of his lone voice cling About the cliffs and through the beech-trees ring. But when they ended, still awhile he stood, And but the sweet familiar thrush could hear, And all the day-long noises of the wood, And oโ€™er the dry leaves of the vanished year His houndsโ€™ feet pattering as they drew anear, And heavy breathing from their heads low hung, To see the mighty corner bow unstrung. Then smiling did he turn to leave the place, But with his first step some new fleeting thought A shadow cast across his sun-burnt face; I think the golden net that April brought From some warm world his wavering soul had caught; For, sunk in vague sweet longing, did he go Betwixt the trees with doubtful steps and slow. Yet howsoever slow he went, at last The trees grew sparser, and the wood was done; Whereon one farewell backward look he cast, Then, turning round to see what place was won, With shaded eyes looked underneath the sun, And oโ€™er green meads and new-turned furrows brown Beheld the gleaming of King Schล“neusโ€™ town. So thitherward he turned, and on each side The folk were busy on the teeming land, And man and maid from the brown furrows cried, Or midst the newly blossomed vines did stand, And as the rustic weapon pressed the hand Thought of the nodding of the well-filled ear, Or how the knife the heavy bunch should shear. Merry it was: about him sung the birds, The spring flowers bloomed along the firm dry road, The sleek-skinned mothers of the sharp-horned herds Now for the barefoot milking-maidens lowed; While from the freshness of his blue abode, Glad his death-bearing arrows to forget, The broad sun blazed, nor scattered plagues as yet. Through such fair things unto the gates he came, And found them open, as though peace were there; Wherethrough, unquestioned of his race or name, He entered, and along the streets โ€˜gan fare, Which at the first of folk were well-nigh bare; But pressing on, and going more hastily, Men hurrying too he โ€˜gan at last to see. Following the last of these he still pressed on, Until an open space he came unto, Where wreaths of fame had oft been lost and won, For feats of strength folks there were wont to do. And now our hunter looked for something new, Because the whole wide space was bare, and stilled The high seats were, with eager people filled. There with the others to a seat he gat, Whence he beheld a broidered canopy, โ€˜Neath which in fair array King Schล“neus sat Upon his throne with councillors thereby; And underneath his well-wrought seat and high, He saw a golden image of the sun, A silver image of the Fleet-foot One. A brazen altar stood beneath their feet Whereon a thin flame flickerโ€™d in the wind; Nigh this a herald clad in raiment meet Made ready even now his horn to wind, By whom a huge man held a sword, entwinโ€™d With yellow flowers; these stood a little space From off the altar, nigh the starting place. And there two runners did the sign abide, Foot set to foot,โ€“a young man slim and fair, Crisp-hairโ€™d, well knit, with firm limbs often tried In places where no man his strength may spare: Dainty his thin coat was, and on his hair. A golden circlet of renown he wore, And in his hand an olive garland bore. But on this day with whom shall he contend? A maid stood by him like Diana clad When in the woods she lists her bow to bend, Too fair for one to look on and be glad, Who scarcely yet has thirty summers had, If he must still behold her from afar; Too fair to let the world live free from war. She seemโ€™d all earthly matters to forget; Of all tormenting lines her face was clear; Her wide gray eyes upon the goal were set Calm and unmovโ€™d as though no soul were near. But her foe trembled as a man in fear, Nor from her loveliness one moment turnโ€™d His anxious face with fierce desire that burnโ€™d. Now through the hush there broke the trumpetโ€™s clang Just as the setting sun made eventide. Then from light feet a spurt of dust there sprang, And swiftly were they running side by side; But silent did the thronging folk abide Until the turning-post was reachโ€™d at last, And round about it still abreast they passed. But when the people saw how close they ran, When half-way to the starting-point they were, A cry of joy broke forth, whereat the man Headed the white-foot runner, and drew near Unto the very end of all his fear; And scarce his straining feet the ground could feel, And bliss unhopโ€™d for oโ€™er his heart โ€˜gan steal. But โ€˜midst the loud victorious shouts he heard Her footsteps drawing nearer, and the sound Of fluttering raiment, and thereat afeard His flushโ€™d and eager face he turnโ€™d around, And even then he felt her past him bound Fleet as the wind, but scarcely saw her there Till on the goal she laid her fingers fair. There stood she breathing like a little child Amid some warlike clamour laid asleep, For no victorious joy her red lips smilโ€™d, Her cheek its wonted freshness did but keep; No glance lit up her clear gray eyes and deep, Though some divine thought softenโ€™d all her face As once more rang the trumpet through the place. But her late foe stoppโ€™d short amidst his course, One moment gazโ€™d upon her piteously. Then with a groan his lingering feet did force To leave the spot whence he her eyes could see; And, changed like one who knows his time must be But short and bitter, without any word He knelt before the bearer of the sword; Then high rose up the gleaming deadly blade, Barโ€™d of its flowers, and through the crowded place Was silence now, and midst of it the maid Went by the poor wretch at a gentle pace, And he to hers upturnโ€™d his sad white face; Nor did his eyes behold another sight Ere on his soul there fell eternal light. So was the pageant ended, and all folk Talking of this and that familiar thing In little groups from that sad concourse broke, For now the shrill bats were upon the wing, And soon dark night would slay the evening, And in dark gardens sang the nightingale Her little-heeded, oft-repeated tale. And with the last of all the hunter went, Who, wondering at the strange sight he had seen, Prayed an old man to tell him what it meant, Both why the vanquished man so slain had been, And if the maiden were an earthly queen, Or rather what much more she seemed to be, No sharer in this worldโ€™s mortality. โ€œStranger,โ€ said he, โ€œI pray she soon may die Whose lovely youth has slain so many an one! King Schล“neusโ€™ daughter is she verily, Who when her eyes first looked upon the sun Was fain to end her life but new begun, For he had vowed to leave but men alone Sprung from his loins when he from earth was gone. โ€œTherefore he bade one leave her in the wood, And let wild things deal with her as they might, But this being done, some cruel god thought good To save her beauty in the worldโ€™s despite; Folk say that her, so delicate and white As now she is, a rough root-grubbing bear Amidst her shapeless cubs at first did rear. โ€œIn course of time the woodfolk slew her nurse, And to their rude abode the youngling brought, And reared her up to be a kingdomโ€™s curse; Who grown a woman, of no kingdom thought, But armed and swift, โ€˜mid beasts destruction wrought, Nor spared two shaggy centaur kings to slay To whom her body seemed an easy prey. โ€œSo to this city, led by fate, she came Whom known by signs, whereof I cannot tell, King Schล“neus for his child at last did claim. Nor otherwhere since that day doth she dwell Sending too many a noble soul to hellโ€“ What! shine eyes glisten! what then, thinkest thou Her shining head unto the yoke to bow? โ€œListen, my son, and love some other maid For she the saffron gown will never wear, And on no flower-strewn couch shall she be laid, Nor shall her voice make glad a loverโ€™s ear: Yet if of Death thou hast not any fear, Yea, rather, if thou lovโ€™st her utterly, Thou still mayโ€™st woo her ere thou comโ€™st to die, โ€œLike him that on this day thou sawest lie dead; For fearing as I deem the sea-born one; The maid has vowed eโ€™en such a man to wed As in the course her swift feet can outrun, But whoso fails herein, his days are done: He came the nighest that was slain to-day, Although with him I deem she did but play. โ€œBehold, such mercy Atalanta gives To those that long to win her loveliness; Be wise! be sure that many a maid there lives Gentler than she, of beauty little less, Whose swimming eyes thy loving words shall bless, When in some garden, knee set close to knee, Thou singโ€™st the song that love may teach to thee.โ€ So to the hunter spake that ancient man, And left him for his own home presently: But he turned round, and through the moonlight wan Reached the thick wood, and there โ€˜twixt tree and tree Distraught he passed the long night feverishly, โ€˜Twixt sleep and waking, and at dawn arose To wage hot war against his speechless foes. There to the hartโ€™s flank seemed his shaft to grow, As panting down the broad green glades he flew, There by his horn the Dryads well might know His thrust against the bearโ€™s heart had been true, And there Adonisโ€™ bane his javelin slew, But still in vain through rough and smooth he went, For none the more his restlessness was spent. So wandering, he to Argive cities came, And in the lists with valiant men he stood, And by great deeds he won him praise and fame, And heaps of wealth for little-valued blood; But none of all these things, or life, seemed good Unto his heart, where still unsatisfied A ravenous longing warred with fear and pride. Therefore it happed when but a month had gone Since he had left King Schล“neusโ€™ city old, In hunting-gear again, again alone The forest-bordered meads did he behold, Where still mid thoughts of Augustโ€™s quivering gold Folk hoed the wheat, and clipped the vine in trust Of faint Octoberโ€™s purple-foaming must. And once again he passed the peaceful gate, While to his beating heart his lips did lie, That owning not victorious love and fate, Said, half aloud, โ€œAnd here too must I try, To win of alien men the mastery, And gather for my head fresh meed of fame And cast new glory on my fatherโ€™s name.โ€ In spite of that, how beat his heart, when first Folk said to him, โ€œAnd art thou come to see That which still makes our cityโ€™s name accurst Among all mothers for its cruelty? Then know indeed that fate is good to thee Because to-morrow a new luckless one Against the white-foot maid is pledged to run.โ€ So on the morrow with no curious eyes As once he did, that piteous sight he saw, Nor did that wonder in his heart arise As toward the goal the conquering maid โ€˜gan draw, Nor did he gaze upon her eyes with awe, Too full the pain of longing filled his heart For fear or wonder there to have a part. But O, how long the night was ere it went! How long it was before the dawn begun Showed to the wakening birds the sunโ€™s intent That not in darkness should the world be done! And then, and then, how long before the sun Bade silently the toilers of the earth Get forth to fruitless cares or empty mirth! And long it seemed that in the market-place He stood and saw the chaffering folk go by, Ere from the ivory throne King Schล“neusโ€™ face Looked down upon the murmur royally, But then came trembling that the time was nigh When he midst pitying looks his love must claim, And jeering voices must salute his name. But as the throng he pierced to gain the throne, His alien face distraught and anxious told What hopeless errand he was bound upon, And, each to each, folk whispered to behold His godlike limbs; nay, and one woman old As he went by must pluck him by the sleeve And pray him yet that wretched love to leave. For sidling up she said, โ€œCanst thou live twice, Fair son? canst thou have joyful youth again, That thus thou goest to the sacrifice Thyself the victim? nay then, all in vain Thy mother bore her longing and her pain, And one more maiden on the earth must dwell Hopeless of joy, nor fearing death and hell. โ€œO, fool, thou knowest not the compact then That with the three-formed goddess she has made To keep her from the loving lips of men, And in no saffron gown to be arrayed, And therewithal with glory to be paid, And love of her the moonlit river sees White โ€˜gainst the shadow of the formless trees. โ€œCome back, and I myself will pray for thee Unto the sea-born framer of delights, To give thee her who on the earth may be The fairest stirrer up to death and fights, To quench with hopeful days and joyous nights The flame that doth thy youthful heart consume: Come back, nor give thy beauty to the tomb.โ€ How should he listen to her earnest speech? Words, such as he not once or twice had said Unto himself, whose meaning scarce could reach The firm abode of that sad hardiheadโ€“ He turned about, and through the marketstead Swiftly he passed, until before the throne In the cleared space he stood at last alone. Then said the King, โ€œStranger, what dost thou here? Have any of my folk done ill to thee? Or art thou of the forest men in fear? Or art thou of the sad fraternity Who still will strive my daughterโ€™s mates to be, Staking their lives to win an earthly bliss, The lonely maid, the friend of Artemis?โ€ โ€œO King,โ€ he said, โ€œthou sayest the word indeed; Nor will I quit the strife till I have won My sweet delight, or death to end my need. And know that I am called Milanion, Of King Amphidamas the well-loved son: So fear not that to thy old name, O King, Much loss or shame my victory will bring.โ€ โ€œNay, Prince,โ€ said Schล“neus, โ€œwelcome to this land Thou wert indeed, if thou wert here to try Thy strength โ€˜gainst some one mighty of his hand; Nor would we grudge thee well-won mastery. But now, why wilt thou come to me to die, And at my door lay down thy luckless head, Swelling the band of the unhappy dead, โ€œWhose curses even now my heart doth fear? Lo, I am old, and know what life can be, And what a bitter thing is death anear. O, Son! be wise, and harken unto me, And if no other can be dear to thee, At least as now, yet is the world full wide, And bliss in seeming hopeless hearts may hide: โ€œBut if thou losest life, then all is lost.โ€ โ€œNay, King,โ€ Milanion said, โ€œthy words are vain. Doubt not that I have counted well the cost. But say, on what day wilt thou that I gain Fulfilled delight, or death to end my pain. Right glad were I if it could be to-day, And all my doubts at rest for ever lay.โ€ โ€œNay,โ€ said King Schล“neus, โ€œthus it shall not be, But rather shalt thou let a month go by, And weary with thy prayers for victory What god thou knowโ€™st the kindest and most nigh. So doing, still perchance thou shalt not die: And with my goodwill wouldst thou have the maid, For of the equal gods I grow afraid. โ€œAnd until then, O Prince, be thou my guest, . And all these troublous things awhile forget.โ€ โ€œNay,โ€ said he, โ€œcouldst thou give my soul good rest, And on mine head a sleepy garland set, Then had I โ€˜scaped the meshes of the net, Nor should thou hear from me another word; But now, make sharp thy fearful heading-sword. โ€œYet will I do what son of man may do, And promise all the gods may most desire, That to myself I may at least be true; And on that day my heart and limbs so tire, With utmost strain and measureless desire, That, at the worst, I may but fall asleep When in the sunlight round that sword shall sweep. โ€ He went therewith, nor anywhere would bide, But unto Argos restlessly did wend; And there, as one who lays all hope aside, Because the leech has said his life must end, Silent farewell he bade to foe and friend, And took his way unto the restless sea, For there he deemed his rest and help might be. Upon the shore of Argolis there stands A temple to the goddess that he sought, That, turned unto the lion-bearing lands, Fenced from the east, of cold winds hath no thought, Though to no homestead there the sheaves are brought, No groaning press torments the close-clipped murk, Lonely the fane stands, far from all menโ€™s work. Pass through a close, set thick with myrtle-trees, Through the brass doors that guard the holy place, And entering, hear the washing of the seas That twice a-day rise high above the base, And with the south-west urging them, embrace The marble feet of her that standeth there That shrink not, naked though they be and fair. Small is the fane through which the sea-wind sings About Queen Venusโ€™ well-wrought image white, But hung around are many precious things, The gifts of those who, longing for delight, Have hung them there within the goddessโ€™ sight, And in return have taken at her hands The living treasures of the Grecian lands. And thither now has come Milanion, And showed unto the priestsโ€™ wide open eyes Gifts fairer than all those that there have shone, Silk cloths, inwrought with Indian fantasies, And bowls inscribed with sayings of the wise Above the deeds of foolish living things; And mirrors fit to be the gifts of kings. And now before the Sea-born One he stands, By the sweet veiling smoke made dim and soft, And while the incense trickles from his hands, And while the odorous smoke-wreaths hang aloft, Thus doth he pray to her: โ€œO Thou, who oft Hast holpen man and maid in their distress Despise me not for this my wretchedness! โ€œO goddess, among us who dwelt below, Kings and great men, great for a little while, Have pity on the lowly heads that bow, Nor hate the hearts that love them without guile; Wilt thou be worse than these, and is thy smile A vain device of him who set thee here, An empty dream of some artificer? โ€œO great one, some men love, and are ashamed; Some men are weary of the bonds of love; Yea, and by some men lightly art thou blamed, That from thy toils their lives they cannot move, And โ€˜mid the ranks of men their manhood prove. Alas! O goddess, if thou slayest me, What new immortal can I serve but thee? โ€œThink then, will it bring honour to thy head If folk say, โ€˜Everything aside he cast And to all fame and honour was he dead, And to his one hope now is dead at last, Since all unholpen he is gone and past; Ah, the gods love not man, for certainly, He to his helper did not cease to cry.โ€™ โ€œNay, but thou wilt help; they who died before Not single-hearted as I deem came here, Therefore unthanked they laid their gifts before Thy stainless feet, still shivering with their fear, Lest in their eyes their true thought might appear, Who sought to be the lords of that fair town, Dreaded of men and winners of renown. โ€œO Queen, thou knowest I pray not for this: O set us down together in some place Where not a voice can break our heaven of bliss, Where nought but rocks and I can see her face, Softening beneath the marvel of thy grace, Where not a foot our vanished steps can trackโ€“ The golden age, the golden age come back! โ€œO fairest, hear me now who do thy will, Plead for thy rebel that she be not slain, But live and love and be thy servant still; Ah, give her joy and take away my pain, And thus two long-enduring servants gain. An easy thing this is to do for me, What need of my vain words to weary thee. โ€œBut none the less, this place will I not leave Until I needs must go my death to meet, Or at thy hands some happy sign receive That in great joy we twain may one day greet Thy presence here and kiss thy silver feet, Such as we deem thee, fair beyond all words, Victorious oโ€™er our servants and our lords.โ€ Then from the altar back a space he drew, But from the Queen turned not his face away, But โ€˜gainst a pillar leaned, until the blue That arched the sky, at ending of the day, Was turned to ruddy gold and changing gray, And clear, but low, the nigh-ebbed windless sea In the still evening murmured ceaselessly. And there he stood when all the sun was down, Nor had he moved, when the dim golden light, Like the fair lustre of a godlike town, Had left the world to seeming hopeless night, Nor would he move the more when wan moonlight Streamed through the pillows for a little while, And lighted up the white Queenโ€™s changeless smile. Nought noted he the shallow-flowing sea As step by step it set the wrack a-swim; The yellow torchlight nothing noted he Wherein with fluttering gown and half-bared limb The temple damsels sung their midnight hymn; And nought the doubled stillness of the fane When they were gone and all was hushed again. But when the waves had touched the marble base, And steps the fish swim over twice a-day, The dawn beheld him sunken in his place Upon the floor; and sleeping there he lay, Not heeding aught the little jets of spray The roughened sea brought nigh, across him cast, For as one dead all thought from him had passed. Yet long before the sun had showed his head, Long ere the varied hangings on the wall Had gained once more their blue and green and red, He rose as one some well-known sign doth call When war upon the cityโ€™s gates doth fall, And scarce like one fresh risen out of sleep, He โ€˜gan again his broken watch to keep. Then he turned round; not for the sea-gullโ€™s cry That wheeled above the temple in his flight, Not for the fresh south wind that lovingly Breathed on the new-born day and dying night, But some strange hope โ€˜twixt fear and great delight Drew round his face, now flushed, now pale and wan, And still constrained his eyes the sea to scan. Now a faint light lit up the southern sky, Not sun or moon, for all the world was gray, But this a bright cloud seemed, that drew anigh, Lighting the dull waves that beneath it lay As toward the temple still it took its way, And still grew greater, till Milanion Saw nought for dazzling light that round him shone. But as he staggered with his arms outspread, Delicious unnamed odours breathed around, For languid happiness he bowed his head, And with wet eyes sank down upon the ground, Nor wished for aught, nor any dream he found To give him reason for that happiness, Or make him ask more knowledge of his bliss. At last his eyes were cleared, and he could see Through happy tears the goddess face to face With that faint image of Divinity, Whose well-wrought smile and dainty changeless grace Until that morn so gladdened all the place; Then, he unwitting cried aloud her name And covered up his eyes for fear and shame. But through the stillness he her voice could hear Piercing his heart with joy scarce bearable, That said, โ€œMilanion, wherefore dost thou fear, I am not hard to those who love me well; List to what I a second time will tell, And thou mayest hear perchance, and live to save The cruel maiden from a loveless grave. โ€œSee, by my feet three golden apples lieโ€“ Such fruit among the heavy roses falls, Such fruit my watchful damsels carefully Store up within the best loved of my walls, Ancient Damascus, where the lover calls Above my unseen head, and faint and light The rose-leaves flutter round me in the night. โ€œAnd note, that these are not alone most fair With heavenly gold, but longing strange they bring Unto the hearts of men, who will not care Beholding these, for any once-loved thing Till round the shining sides their fingers cling. And thou shalt see thy well-girt swift-foot maid By sight of these amidst her glory stayed. โ€œFor bearing these within a scrip with thee, When first she heads thee from the starting-place Cast down the first one for her eyes to see, And when she turns aside make on apace, And if again she heads thee in the race Spare not the other two to cast aside If she not long enough behind will bide. โ€œFarewell, and when has come the happy time That she Dianaโ€™s raiment must unbind And all the world seems blessed with Saturnโ€™s clime, And thou with eager arms about her twined Beholdest first her gray eyes growing kind, Surely, O trembler, thou shalt scarcely then Forget the Helper of unhappy men.โ€ Milanion raised his head at this last word For now so soft and kind she seemed to be No longer of her Godhead was he feared; Too late he looked; for nothing could he see But the white image glimmering doubtfully In the departing twilight cold and gray, And those three apples on the step that lay. These then he caught up quivering with delight, Yet fearful lest it all might be a dream; And though aweary with the watchful night, And sleepless nights of longing, still did deem He could not sleep; but yet the first sunbeam That smote the fane across the heaving deep Shone on him laid in calm, untroubled sleep. But little ere the noontide did he rise, And why he felt so happy scarce could tell Until the gleaming apples met his eyes. Then leaving the fair place where this befell Oft he looked back as one who loved it well, Then homeward to the haunts of men, โ€˜gan wend To bring all things unto a happy end. Now has the lingering month at last gone by, Again are all folk round the running place, Nor other seems the dismal pageantry Than heretofore, but that another face Looks oโ€™er the smooth course ready for the race, For now, beheld of all, Milanion Stands on the spot he twice has looked upon. But yetโ€“what change is this that holds the maid? Does she indeed see in his glittering eye More than disdain of the sharp shearing blade, Some happy hope of help and victory? The others seemโ€™d to say, โ€œWe come to die; Look down upon us for a little while, That, dead, we may bethink us of thy smile.โ€ But heโ€“what look of mastery was this He cast on her? why were his lips so red; Why was his face so flushโ€™d with happiness? So looks not one who deems himself but dead, Eโ€™en if to death he bows a willing head; So rather looks a god well pleasโ€™d to find Some earthly damsel fashionโ€™d to his mind, Why must she drop her lids before his gaze, And even as she casts adown her eyes Redden to note his eager glance of praise, And wish that she were clad in other guise? Why must the memory to her heart arise Of things unnoticed when they first were heard, Some loverโ€™s song, some answering maidenโ€™s word? What makes these longings, vagueโ€“without a name, And this vain pity never felt before, This sudden languor, this contempt of fame, This tender sorrow for the time past oโ€™er, These doubts that grow each minute more and more? Why does she tremble as the time grows near, And weak defeat and woeful victory fear? But while she seemโ€™d to hear her beating heart, Above their heads the trumpet blast rang out And forth they sprang, and she must play her part; Then flew her white feet, knowing not a doubt, Though, slackening once, she turnโ€™d her head about, But then she cried aloud and faster fled Than eโ€™er before, and all men deemed him dead. But with no sound he raised aloft his hand, And thence what seemed a ray of light there flew And past the maid rolled on along the sand; Then trembling she her feet together drew And in her heart a strong desire there grew To have the toy, some god she thought had given That gift to her, to make of earth a heaven. Then from the course with eager steps she ran, And in her odorous bosom laid the gold. But when she turned again, the great-limbed man, Now well ahead she failed not to behold, And mindful of her glory waxing cold, Sprang up and followed him in hot pursuit, Though with one hand she touched the golden fruit. Note, too, the bow that she was wont to bear She laid aside to grasp the glittering prize, And oโ€™er her shoulder from the quiver fair Three arrows fell and lay before her eyes Unnoticed, as amidst the peopleโ€™s cries She sprang to head the strong Milanion, Who now the turning-post had well-nigh won. But as he set his mighty hand on it White fingers underneath his own were laid, And white limbs from his dazzled eyes did flit, Then he the second fruit cast by the maid: She ran awhile, and then as one afraid Wavered and stopped, and turned and made no stay, Until the globe with its bright fellow lay. Then, as a troubled glance she cast around, Now far ahead the Argive could she see, And in her garmentโ€™s hem one hand she wound To keep the double prize, and strenuously Sped oโ€™er the course, and little doubt had she To win the day, though now but scanty space Was left betwixt him and the winning place. Short was the way unto such wingรจd feet, Quickly she gained upon him till at last He turned about her eager eyes to meet And from his hand the third fair apple cast. She wavered not, but turned and ran so fast After the prize that should her bliss fulfil, That in her hand it lay ere it was still. Nor did she rest, but turned about to win Once more, an unblest woeful victoryโ€“ And yetโ€“and yetโ€“why does her breath begin To fail her, and her feet drag heavily? Why fails she now to see if far or nigh The goal is? why do her gray eyes grow dim? Why do these tremors run through every limb? She spreads her arms abroad some stay to find Else must she fall, indeed, and findeth this, A strong manโ€™s arms about her body twined. Nor may she shudder now to feel his kiss, So wrapped she is in new unbroken bliss: Made happy that the foe the prize hath won, She weeps glad tears for all her glory done. Shatter the trumpet, hew adown the posts! Upon the brazen altar break the sword, And scatter incense to appease the ghosts Of those who died here by their own award. Bring forth the image of the mighty Lord, And her who unseen oโ€™er the runners hung, And did a deed for ever to be sung. Here are the gathered folk; make no delay, Open King Schล“neusโ€™ well-filled treasury, Bring out the gifts long hid from light of day, The golden bowls oโ€™erwrought with imagery, Gold chains, and unguents brought from over sea, The saffron gown the old Phล“nician brought, Within the temple of the Goddess wrought. O ye, O damsels, who shall never see Her, that Loveโ€™s servant bringeth now to you, Returning from another victory, In some cool bower do all that now is due! Since she in token of her service new Shall give to Venus offerings rich enow, Her maiden zone, her arrows and her bow. ~ Atalantaโ€™s Race โ€“ William Morris

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When I Met My Muse โ€“

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I glanced at her and took my glasses off they were still singing.

They buzzed like a locust on the coffee table and then ceased.

Her voice belled forth, and the sunlight bent.

I felt the ceiling arch and knew that nails up there took a new grip on whatever they touched.

โ€œI am your way of looking at things,โ€ she said.

โ€œWhen you allow me to live with you, every glance at the world around you will be a sort of salvation.โ€

And I took her hand. ~ When I Met My Muse โ€“

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Story Teller

The moral to the story you find out

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With Kit, Age 7, at the Beach We would climb the highest dune, from there to gaze and come down: the ocean was performing; we contributed our climb.

Waves leapfrogged and came straight out of the storm.

What should our gaze mean?

Kit waited for me to decide.

Standing on such a hill, what would you tell your child?

That was an absolute vista.

Those waves raced far, and cold.

โ€œHow far could you swim, Daddy, in such a storm?โ€

โ€œAs far as was needed,โ€ I said, and as I talked, I swam.

The ~ This Life โ€“ William Stafford

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WISDOM

Be blessed

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Nobodyโ€™s going to do your life for you.

You have to do it yourself, whether youโ€™re rich or poor, out of money or raking it in, the beneficiary of ridiculous fortune or terrible injustice.

And you have to do it no matter what is true.

No matter what is hard.

No matter what unjust, sad, sucky things befall you.

Self-pity is a dead-end road.

You choose to drive down it.

Itโ€™s up to you to decide to stay parked there or to turn around and drive out!

Iโ€™m on your side

I will lay me down

I will comfort you

I will lay me down

Like a bridge over troubled waters

All your dreams are on there way

Shalom

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Famous Poets

Notice What This Poem Is Not Doing โ€“ William Stafford

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The light along the hills in the morning comes down slowly, naming the trees white, then coasting the ground for stones to nominate.

Notice what this poem is not doing.

A house, a house, a barn, the old quarry, where the river shrugs, how much of this place is yours?

Notice what this poem is not doing.

Every person gone has taken a stone to hold, and catch the sun.

The carving says, โ€œNot here, but called away.โ€

Notice what this poem is not doing.

The sun, the earth, the sky, all wait.

The crowns and redbirds talk.

The light along the hills has come, has found you.

Notice what this poem has not done.

~ Notice What This Poem Is Not Doing โ€“ William Stafford

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(DENVER, Colo.) JUST IN: Dominion Voting Sues Former Trump Lawyer Sydney Powell For $1.3 Billion according to CBS4

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#AceNewsReport โ€“ Jan.10: Dominion Voting Systems has filed a lawsuit in Washington D.C. against President Donald Trumpโ€™s former lawyer, Sydney Powell. The Denver-based voting technology company is pursing $1.3 billion in punitive and compensatory damages. Dominion Voting Sues Former Trump Lawyer Sydney Powell For $1.3 Billion (Photo By Tom Williams/CQ-Roll Call, Inc via Getty Images) [โ€ฆ]

(DENVER, Colo.) JUST IN: Dominion Voting Sues Former Trump Lawyer Sydney Powell For $1.3 Billion according to CBS4
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KINDNESS

Hello Friends

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The prayer of a humble and loving soul disarms the anger of My Father and draws down an ocean of blessingsโ€



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Ben H. English

Been H. English ~ Texas

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โ€œOne blade, Dragomirov โ€“ warranted never to fail!โ€
โ€“Richard Sharpe, โ€˜Sharpeโ€™s Perilโ€™

A package arrived the other day from Creative Texts Publishers, who not only printed my last two books but have also provided needed advice and encouragement as I stumble my way through this writing gig.

There were other publishers I could have signed a contract with, but I chose Creative Texts. As time goes by that decision has proven repeatedly to be the right one. Upon opening the box, it did so again. Inside was a custom Benchmade folder.

For those who do not know knives, these are some of the best on the market. I have carried one of their automatic folders faithfully since I was a peace officer, and have used it in all sorts of situations. They donโ€™t come any finer.

Flicking the knife open, I was nigh stunned to see my name inscribed on the blade, as well as the ranch brand I had designed for myself while sitting in that one room school house in Terlingua.

Daniel Edwards, owner of Creative Texts, had contacted me prior to this; saying they wanted to send me a little something for Christmas and apologizing for the delay. Believe me, it was well worth the wait.

You can see the knife and inscription in the first photograph, along with some of my other essential โ€˜tools of the jobโ€™ while prowling through the lower Big Bend. Standing with gift in hand, I knew it was time for a maiden voyage.

The recent heavy snow was still melting last Wednesday morning, even in the Tornillo Basin. The ensuing reflections on the Chisos Mountains gave them a starkly different persona, bluer and more like something one would see in the Rockies in late spring.

Saddling up with pack and gear, I pointed my nose roughly south to those mountains and to what lay in between. Drifting across the bottoms I kept to my usual to and fro sort of course, angling my way to Avery Canyon that snakes along the southeastern edge of the Grapevine Hills.

My first goal was Quail Spring, near the head of a fork that leads due south from the Avery. The spring is well named, as the headwaters sit in a small pocket covered with knee-high grazing grass, near perfect for quail.

There was water, too, which is always a plus with so many dry springs this year. Eyeballing the high ground around me, I noted the trails of antiquity leading off to different points on the compass; trails long abandoned by man but still used by generations upon generations of wildlife. Yes, this was a reliable spring for sure.

From there I set course due west, to where the ruins of Camp Neville lay. Along my route were the last, fading vestiges of a wagon road that ran from the camp itself to Bone Spring. Halfway across I found the forlorn remnants of a wire gap where the road once passed through, rotting wood and rusting barbed wire slowly retreating from the ravages of time.

Camp Neville had been a small, isolated Army outpost in Apache country, and served as a base camp for Black Seminole Indian Scouts such as Isaac Payne and Pompey Factor. The site was reportedly abandoned in 1883, though later used as a stopping point for Army patrols.

There was no groundwater present at Neville Spring. But the leaves of a majestic copse of tall, mature cottonwood trees whispered that water did lay just beneath.

I began the second half of my loop back, following the Neville Spring arroyo to the northeast and on to Avery Canyon, still working my zig-zag course from high ground to high ground. As night gathered around me and the sounds and sights of the day faded away, I eased quietly through the soft desert soil and tall grass along Tornillo Creek.

Day was done and soon enough this maiden voyage for my new personal treasure.

It could not have been a better oneโ€ฆ

Ben H. English
Alpine, Texas

USMC: 1976-1983
THP: 1986-2008
Author of โ€˜Yonderingsโ€™ (TCU Press)
โ€˜Destinyโ€™s Wayโ€™ (Creative Texts Publishers)
โ€˜Out There: Essays on the Lower Big Bendโ€™ (Creative Texts Publishers)
Facebook: Ben H. English
Webpage: benhenglish.com
โ€˜Graying but still gameโ€™

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The lone structure still standing at Camp Neville, once the quarters for the only officer on the post. It was most likely a very young lieutenant, and most likely he was a long way from home. Note the snow on the Chisos in the backgroundโ€ฆ
The bottom end of Quail Spring, one of those hidden wet spots so carefully concealed in a vast dryness of parched desert.
Along the southern part of the Tornillo Basin, where eons of wind, weather and erosion have sculpted fantastic figurines and otherworldly shapes and designs.
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Ben H. English

Ben H. English Texas Alpine

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THOUGHT TO THINK ABOUT:

โ€œFew of us ever live in the present. We are forever anticipating what is to come or remembering what has gone.โ€
~ Louis Lโ€™Amour

THE STORY BEHIND THE PHOTO:

When this country has a dry year, as it is wont to do, you tend to see the land from a different perspective. Like any living creature bent on survival, the desert adapts to these circumstances by changing its routes, its behaviour and its daily activities.

What is frivolous is ignored or forgotten, what is of little importance is sacrificed and what can be saved and built upon is guarded, even at cost of living, with renewed determination and zealotry. In turn every living thing; every animal, bird, plant or insect, also adapts to these changes.

If it does not, it will die and something more adaptable will take its place. As I have said to others many times before, the lower Big Bend is a place where the ball marked โ€˜Darwinismโ€™ is always in play.

But the observant man, the man who sees what is happening in the here and now, uses these deviations in nature to learn more of what is around him. He pays attention to animal tracks, the flight of birds, the buzzing of bees and the sight of anything green that tips the desertโ€™s hand as to where water can be found.

In this, he learns where the most dependable sources are hidden away, be it seep, spring or tinaja. For even these are in a sort of battle with the desert, as well as each other.

Once he finds or rediscovers these spots, another view of the world around becomes readily evident, be it in the past, the present or the future. For where water is found signs of man are found with it, no matter how unlikely the location may be.

Whether ten thousand years ago or only a century past, the remains of those prior lives are present if you know how and where to look.

More so, this epiphany of sorts will also point to where life will be found in the future, no matter how challenging the surrounding environment might be.

For it is the way of the desert, and the way of the desert bornโ€ฆ

AUTHORโ€™S NOTE:

Today I have been accepted as a full member of the Western Writers of America. Founded in 1953, this premier group is made of those who are intricately involved in stories of the west.

Numbering now around 700 individuals, the list runs the gamut of authors of fiction as well as non-fiction work, poets, screenwriters, songwriters and an occasional historian.

For men of a thrill going back to my childhood years.

You see, I can still remember my grandfather resting in the evening after a hard dayโ€™s ranch work. Heโ€™d be sitting in his old recliner with his feet up, boots off and crumpled black socks showing.

On either side was a large cardboard box, one containing westerns he had read and the other those he hadnโ€™t. In his hands was usually bookmaking the trip from one box to its opposing mate.

He let me scrounge through both of those boxes for my reading material, and I learned that some of the best had some mention of the Western Writers of America.

That or a blurb about being a winner of the WWAโ€™s prestigious Spur award.

And now I am a full member of that same organization.

I would like to think my grandfather would have been a bit thrilled himselfโ€ฆ

Merry Christmas to All,

Ben H. English
Alpine, Texas

USMC: 1976-1983
THP: 1986-2008
Author of โ€˜Yonderingsโ€™ (TCU Press)
โ€˜Destinyโ€™s Wayโ€™ (Creative Texts Publishers)
โ€˜Out There: Essays on the Lower Big Bendโ€™ (Creative Texts Publishers)
Facebook: Ben H. English
Webpage: benhenglish.com
โ€˜Graying but still gameโ€™
Creative Texts Publishers
Crockett County Public Library
Medina Community Library
The Twig Book Shop
Old Town Books
The Boerne Bookshop
Hill Country Books
Marta Powell Stafford
Lone Star Literary Life
Historic Fort Stockton
Museum of the Big Bend
Clueless Gent

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Are You Picky About The Type Of People That Follow Your Blog?

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Renard helps us to figure out if we should be deeply concerned about the types of people that follow our blog.

Are You Picky About The Type Of People That Follow Your Blog?

This is Bolg written today may answer some of your issues you may encounter at times, but there are some other thoughts to

And yes you have other opinions too and thatโ€™s ok to

Blogging platforms are on public domain

All of the humans are able to read your blog, follow you and remark and thatโ€™s ok too

Today Bloggers have Settings you may activate yourself. Arenโ€™t you lucky little people

Some bloggers feel like they are being invaded if you read and like and thatโ€™s ok too

What you need to consider why you need to write

Do you know you are able to password each little blog you wish. Look at your settings and hit private. No one can see that unless you issue your gang with an email password. Also remember you may be divorced eventually

Do you understand you may turn your blog into a private blog too in your settings and only invite specific people to engage with you. Then you donโ€™t have followers taking up your time

Think of it as your own little social media platform ( be very selective when you create your private corner. only follow this method if you know folk personally )

Your โ€ tagsโ€ are important tool to find folk with common interest if you only have time to interact with

Authors on creating blogs need to purchase Business Package includes unlimited Support from WordPress and unlimited Space. These folk are the lifeblood of the Blogging Industry keeping costs down for home users or hobbyists on the platform. I was asked today should you allow Business Users to like your posts or comment! ? please donโ€™t judge others itโ€™s unkind.

Business Enterprise is affiliates or product vendors. These are Corporations. Yes, of course, they follow everyone they employ people.! Selling in cyberspace is vast.

We love to follow them too.

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Read as many blogs as youโ€™re able WordPress is the Giant Library in the World

Seasoned bloggers are here to help you

We were all new kids once

All you need to do in cyberspace is the be kind, gracious, unpretentious.

Kindness is sharing

Bloggers come and go for all reasons.

Many died this year

Thank very one for sharing

Instead of words maybe would be nice to share a heart or two

At the end of the day we are all trying to fit in together

Keep writing and share a smile

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