How do you measure success? I’ve dealt with a lot and it’s taken a lot of energy to carry on swimming and not sink with simply living and trying to stay balanced with myself. I give myself credit for building on skills by myself. Looking back I always seem to take the more difficult route as if I’m trying to prove something to myself which no one else will see or appreciate. I do try hard in thinking alternatively and understanding other people’s thoughts and processes. I don’t often think this life is for me. Sometimes just an ingredient to someone else’s. I don’t know what would make me feel successful; I’m working on that. What really feeling fulfilling. It’s difficult trying to figure it out while feeling like you’re being battered at all angles with just being here. I’m working on it.