Category Archives: LOVED

Watch “Don McLean – Vincent ( Starry, Starry Night) With Lyrics” on YouTube LETTER TO MY HUSBAND ❤❤

My HUSBAND is beautiful inside and out he loves me cause he knows exactly why I love him just the way he is when he’s tired

My husband is so precious

He comes home so tired after entertaining the world with kindness

I hear his breath as he cuddles me catching in his throat

Oh my, that strong body against mine stirs my soul like no other, the yearning for his touch

Gently whisper stay still my BELOVED husband as his body melts away with a le Sigh…

I love the way his eyes shine when he watches me
He trembles when he looks down to my eyes
I feel his body against mine quivering
His breath as he lowers his mouth to mine
Burns my soul
On fire

As I stroke his face he stires ..shhh sleep my Husband we have a lifetime

How did I get so lucky ❤


Broken Soul 💥

Age 41 – Robin calls – Re-marriage possible
(Rush right in, but scary, but relieved
can be in “normal” society again)
Age 41 – Teeth Redone
Age 41 – Midland – Collapse Imminent – MUST
Find Job or else –
Age 41 – Dental Appts – Dental Fear F
Trapped w/Poisoned Fillings

Age 42 – LAW CASE: Woman: Welfare to JAIL

Age 43 – To Montana – GRAMA: GUITAR

Age 45 – Encounter group – Sterling Group (like EST)
Freaked out – collapsed – ASSHOLES – Fear
for Omitama Safety

Age 46 – 9/11 Sexual Assault Case?

Age 47 – Must leave Midland fear

Age 48 – Austin – Lots of Sex – Trying to balance Fear
Life w/giving okiyome
Age 48 – Classroom Phone Call
Age 48 – ROBIN v. MAHIKARI (She’s bad.)
Age 48 – Drugs from Steve
Age 48 – Bi-polar symptoms
(Barking Dog)

Age 49 – Austin – You’re Depressed – Wellbutrin
DALLAS – – – Alpine
Age 49 – CRANE: You’re bi-polar Anti-Ds & Thyroid meds
Sungazing – Desperate (escape drugs) (Sluggish)

Age 50 – Montana Trip – Rib Hurt
Age 50 – One Client – Psychiatric –
(in Judge’s Chambers) Guilt (10)
Age 50 – Monty Dies – Divorced – Root Canal S – A – F – H (10)
imminent (time to crash)
Age 50 – 2nd Divorce – touched!
Age 50 – August – stopped going to UU Church S (10)
Age 50 – Stopped music group – UU Church S – A – F – H (5)
Age 50 – 52 – “House Arrest”

Age 51 – Mouth infected – Fear of Poison
for Rest of Life

Age 53 – Dental Redo – Big Spring – Bleed ALL Night – Told DAD I was dying
after: Stanley – sATANLEY
Mental Hospital

Age 54 – Throw into WORK, CHOIRS, “Life(?)”

Texas Cowboy

“YOU NEVER KNOW!” a poem Sunday: Nov. 25, 2018 – written at ~ 2:00 A. M.

I LOVE YOU SO-MUCH (for goodness’ sake),


You never KNOW, from night-to-night,

If-you’ll-wake-up-THIS-time! It-can-be a fright,

For – IF you don’t – WAKE UP AGAIN,

In-this-dream place – what’ll happen then?

Will these dream characters – your relatives – and your-wife,

Evaporate? – when-you-wake – in your new life?

You might leave one dream – then – does IT disappear,

While you’re in another? Seems-SILLY-to shed-a-tear!

It’s just all about – The Fascinating “MYSTERY OF LIFE,”

But – I love you (I do),

My beautiful wife!

Can you pull someone – out of Dream 1 – to Dream 2?

And, if-you-can – will the characters in the first dream – remember you?

And – will folks remember – the passenger who,

With-you-has-left – Will “they” notice – that-you-both flew?

Or – will they-have-amnesia – so they won’t grieve,

About their loved ONES? – the ones “on leave?”

And – can-you-return from Dream 2 – back-to-HERE?

Well, these-are-quite-the-questions, I’m planting “in-your-ear!!”

Anyway! I DO speculate – that the-answer to all,

Is: “IT’S POSSIBLE,” because – I have the gall,

To imagine – that – IF-you-can-imagine-something-CAN-be,

It-means: It’s possible (or probable) but-we’ll-have-to-wait-&-see!

But, right now it’s bedtime – and I’m closing my eyes,

To wonder of possibilities! of-not-waking – when-”the-soul-man”-flies!

fin ❤

Mystic Poet

“THIS LIFE OWES YOU SOME JOY!” a poem SAT – 11/10/18

There-are so-many-“attachments” in this life! (pause) Just hanging-hanging-on!

Why-not-RELAX your hand a bit, for-perhaps a brand new dawn,

OF AWARENESS, perhaps-confined, within your palms a-grasping;

Release? Relax! Rest-A-Moment (pause) from-all-that bitter clasping!

Is THIS so good? This SYMPHONY!? That IT – deserves bear-hugs?

The bears, perhaps, would NOT agree – especially-as-bear-rugs!

To hang-around-here AND BE SO TIGHT – Pray tell! What’s (so) important,

About this dream – It’s-”GOOD”-it’s-”BAD”- I really think we o-r-tn’t,

Take-staying-here-so-serious(ly), OUR LIFE DOES N O T DEPEND,

On our concern to be-around As-if this-is-THE-LIVING-END!!

Yes, I-know – that fear – compels us – to hold-on-pretty-tight,

But other-adventures-are-likely-in-store IF we’d perceive a-right!

So, although-THE-MISERY’S clear, I do NOT recommend,

Just ending, yes, just-ending – just-because you’d-like-to-put-an-end:

No! No! We-don’t-care-much-for-quitters, UNLESS THINGS BE SO HARD,

That they’re just SUCK-Y ALL THE TIME – We-all-need a little nard,*

For, without some pleasantries within the day, what-use-is-existence here?

IF things suck OFTEN – too-too-often – WE-can-just-let-go, my Dear,

And-see-where-we-fall! Might-be-in-bed! You’re-beside-your-No.-1-Fan!

In BED, warm and soft – touching you! I could-be – your LOVING MAN!

fin. ❤

    • a sweet-smelling ointment, one of those little pleasures in life that would be nice to have now and again!

Letter to my Husband

“All, everything that I understand, I only understand because I love.”

—Victor Hugo

“Life is a flower of which love is the honey.”

Letter to my Husband



Watch “”Lay Down Beside Me” – Alison Krauss with John Waite” on YouTube LETTER TO MY HUSBAND 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

Everything I touch with tenderness, alas, pricks like a bramble. LETTER TO MY HUSBAND ❤❤

Mystic POET

“GRACE HAS ARRIVED AND FULFILLED ‘THE LAW!’“ a poem a.k.a.: “Grace Arrived On a-Bed of Angel Feathers!” October 20, 2018 – Saturday

When SHE says that she’s-so-sorry, I do-not-know what SHE means,

For SHE’s-perfect and adorable – and everybody leans,

Upon HER – for support and love – ‘cause SHE is soft & giving,

And-without-her in this Big-Ol’-World, what-is the-reason for-living?

As long as SHE is in The World, the place is filled with song!

Before my angel “LOVE” was born, how did we get along?

She showed-up – with her angel-maidens, who lifted HER down here,


They-admitted: “Oh-my – SHE’s-finally-come, and we’re so glad SHE came,

To show her perfect love and style – it is HER CLAIM TO FAME!”
So, when SHE says: “I’m sorry,” I look at HER with awe!



fin ❤

Falling in Love has no REASONS. FALLING IN LOVE IS ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE. CHERISH, NURTURE BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE. Love is sacred. Love is a blessing. Own your love. Then the greastest gift we give is to be “in love” To say “I am in love with you my beloved” is the ultimate love two people will ever experience. Show GRATITUDE, Kindness to your BELOVED partner.

REASONS!” a poem October 20, 2018 – Saturday
Why do you do that?* [I-can’t-help-it!] Why do you love me? [I don’t know;]

Why is this happening? [I can’t take it!] Please hold my hand;

Never let go!

I have no good reasons! I have no good rhymes;

It’s only what happens – in-such perilous times,

And TIMES-ARE-ALWAYS-PERILOUS – so let your Heart rest,

From needing the reasons, for each-apparent-”test!”

Just relax in the moment – breathe, blink & sigh,

For I’ll never leave you – please-don’t-ask-me-why,

Because-”becauses”-are-etheric; they matter so little?

And we use up our time, when-we-could-be-”in-the-middle!”

I like it in YOUR middle; it’s comfortable – and kind,

And it smells kinda nice – so, slap my behind,

To remind me what’s-worthwhile, like whispers & touch,

And soft, summer breaths!

I love you so much! 🙂

fin ❤

* – or How can you do that?



My husband is perfectly suited to me cause he knows exactly why I love him just the way he is when he’s tired

The weekend creeps around

And I wait all week fantasizing what tantalizing games we may do together

Dress ups really tantalize my Husband’s body

He loves me cause he knows exactly why I love him just the way he is when he’s on edge

My husband loves everything I do for him on weekends especially massage dates

Toes pointing

Oh my,

Knocked out again


Eventually all things fall into place

Until then laugh at all the confusions

And believe that all of your dreams will come true

Focus not on your self

Focus all your making your partner the best they can be

Your partner wasn’t born to go to work to give you money

He was born to care and do the best he can for his greatest love..YOU


It’s up to you to nurture, nourish your partner the best you can

The longer it takes to happen the more your Partner will treat you like his Queen.

Your King is your home 🤗