. . . considered a mystical poet &, although I know of her, I did not know Emily Dickinson has also been called a mystical poet. (pretty good company, me-thinks! – I mean, to be considered as such.) Trying to fix a person or make them better then, might be replaced with the notion of helping them to heal themselves or helping to help themselves to get well or get whole. Don’t fight NATURE – even if it helps you drop the human body, it is not antagonistic to life (I think). After-all, what is nature, but life incarnate. You can always easily recognize inspiration – it jumps out at you and hugs your soul – we all need lots of hugs!! THE FORGIVE ME PLEASE poem (remember, poems need not always rhyme, or rhyme in the “typical” way!) [When I can not come to you, know this please – it is often NOT for want of seeing you, but for weariness in my bones. In such moments, I would delight at your coming to see me. Sometimes, at other times, I shudder to see you because I shudder at My perception of the ugliness I have of my form & am so deeply ashamed. But know, regardless of all these things I am meditating on, you know, (I) always wish to meet with you in shining form, on a “shore,” near or far.] A(nother) Poem, (called:) FOR BETTER OR WORSE. [I really like it when you like what I’ve done or said // If you don’t like what I’ve done or said, I like that too . . . maybe not as much . . . or, maybe, even more (BUT I DON’T REALLY THINK SO!) // whether you like or don’t like what I’ve done or said, it’s good that you give me both // You give me both, which means you’re being honest with me // That means you trust me enough to be honest with me // and your trusting me helps me to trust myself which lets me be honest with myself.] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgKr5KMN9cA

  • Label-You or Wear Tags~
    Broken so Introduction.: Do some-folks give-ya-the-business," when you're shoppin' at The Store? Well, you can always walk away! when-ya-can't-suf-fer any more! For, there're people who like to "label-you," and really think it's fun! From such people, my Gentle Reader, you can walk away or run! You CAN-always walk away – from a doctor or, even, … Read more
    (36) [What a bunch of bal. . Folks out there & the right ones in & implement the right "policies" because an unnatural species has no idea what's right or better (period). The whole thing definitely appears "hopeless," short of the proverbial RADICAL REVOLUTION IN HUMAN CONSCIOUSNESS [which is someone's silly dream, unattainable around "these-here … Read more
  • The Affection Distorts The Perception ~
    The Affection Distorts The Perception The affection distorts the perception. The Master used to talk about it often. One day his students got an amazing example, proving those words. They heard the Master talking to one mother. โ€œHow is your daughter living?โ€ โ€œMy dear daughter! She is so happy. She has a wonderful husband! He … Read more
  • * – No good around here, at least for you! ๐Ÿ™‚ – “Attitude adjustments?”
    "ALL THE LOVE!" IF YOU DON'T SEE NO "GOOD" 'ROUND HERE – MAYBE THERE AIN'T!* If you don't see no miracles, then SEEK OUT "A SAINT," For-directions-to-the-nearest-church! and, when-(s)he-says-(s)he-"don't know," Ask yourself: "HOW-CAN-THAT-BE-SO? For-(s)he's-A-SAINT, canonized – just last week? NO! Last week, "they" crucified him [her] – for-being A FREAK, And PLENTY OBSCENE, for-(s)he-lacks-clothes and-a-bank-account, … Read more
    Friday . . . Why should you and I be attracted to (do) lucid dreams or (do) OBE s (Out-of-Body-Experiences)? reason(s): to escape this reality; to explore OR (because) it seems like a better or superior position. IF God – Unmanifest Divinity (my term – Oh, I'm so proud!!) dreams, then God pushes into a … Read more
  • “A man.” This article I read today tore me apart. So sad poor soul.
    https://wp.me/p8mwlP-10 Here is a post we would categorize as Broken Soul. I replied to this post so we could spread Kindness and hopefully to encourage a sharing of freedom of expression in HUMANITY. We are all Brothers and Sisters, equal folk who should be encouraged to love, peacefully comunicate their emotions together without Judgment or … Read more
  • “The Contented Heart,” a.k.a.: “Diary of A Madman.” p. 39 . . .
    . . . considered a mystical poet &, although I know of her, I did not know Emily Dickinson has also been called a mystical poet. (pretty good company, me-thinks! – I mean, to be considered as such.) Trying to fix a person or make them better then, might be replaced with the notion of … Read more
    "THE TOXICITY OF A PROPER CULT-LIKE POINT OF VIEW! https://youtu.be/Q3CuauPpjqo Is this the TRUTH you seek Leads you to takingYour MoneyYour BrainYour FamilyUntil the victim is a former broken version of selfBe Warned ๐ŸŽญ https://youtu.be/CbKZ3pcjsjc Dangers Of Cult Listen Then run ๐Ÿ’ฃ Walk with those seeking TruthRun from those who thinkthey're found itThe day you … Read more
  • A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be
    As soon as you're born they make you feel small By giving you no time instead of it all Till the pain is so big you feel nothing at all A working class hero is something to be A working class hero is something to be They hurt you at home and they hit you … Read more
  • Albert Einstein
    Meditation and intellectual performance Albert Einstein, arguably the greatest of all physicists brain was preserved for a short time after his death in 1955. However, while a number of photographs were taken, the full set of images did not surface till 2005. In 2012, with the power of modern technology, Dr. Dean Falk headed a … Read more
  • Quotes
  • Kindness
    โ€œI am no bird; and no net ensnares me: I am a free human being with an independent will.โ€ from "Jane Eyre" by Charlotte Bronte โ€” British Novelist born on April 21, 1816, died on March 31, 1855 Frederick Carl Frieseke (1874-1939) ~ The Birdcage, ca. 1910,
  • Time
    โ€œThe most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not … Read more
    "we are not going that way"
  • Mystery Author๐Ÿ˜
    โ€œTHE TIME TO NOT PREPARE!โ€ 12/2/18 (Sunday) NOW is the time; (it) ALWAYS HAS BEEN; You canโ€™t lose – โ€˜cause youโ€™ve GOT the win; Just that youโ€™re HERE, means youโ€™re VICTORIOUS; Prepare The Way! Make it SO glorious – – – Make it simple, to banish despair; IF YOU WANT TO COME, you havenโ€™t a … Read more
  • Broken Soul ๐Ÿ’ฅ
    Age 41 – Robin calls – Re-marriage possible (Rush right in, but scary, but relieved can be in "normal" society again) Age 41 – Teeth Redone Age 41 – Midland – Collapse Imminent – MUST Find Job or else – Age 41 – Dental Appts – Dental Fear F Trapped w/Poisoned Fillings DECAY BELOW Age … Read more
  • “Diary of a Madman” beginnings, this is, as best I can recall, how the journal starts: Now this is a new beinging. Sweet as ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
    Congratulations my Dear Freind for surviving those dark times of terror. The strength you found in the depth of anguish๐Ÿ˜” isolation were harrowing. A journey faced by many poor Broken Souls that are unable to survive the darkest only seen in the depths beyond grief never to be back. This story uniquely defies the odds … Read more
  • Texas Cowboy
    โ€œTHE MAN WHO LOOKED FOR BETTER THAN GOOD ENOUGH!โ€ a poem a.k.a.: โ€œIf Everyone IS REAL Crazy, BUT You Donโ€™t Care For Being Alone, You Better Get Crazy Too! Because Crazy Sometimes Beats Lonesome!โ€ November 16, 2018 – Friday! โ€œIโ€™m restless!โ€ โ€œI donโ€™t know what to think!โ€ โ€œI FEEL alone!โ€ Said Mojo Jones (pause) who … Read more
  • Diary of a Mad Man ๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด
    Page 70 – a list from DIARY OF A MADMAN, a.k.a.: "The Contented Heart!" AGE 10 on Church Forced to Go – ACT OUT Help (10) AGE 12 DAD THROUGH DOOR F – H (10) AGE 12 Cello – MUST DO IT AGE 13 Shame – CURSED MAN – "Fuck You" AGE 14 Cello – … Read more
  • Texas Cowboy
    โ€œOUR NUT HOUSE!โ€ a poem November 10, 2018 – Saturday! God bless this Nut House, and the-Chief-Nutโ€™s me; God bless this Nut House – and our dis har – mony! God bless this Nut House – Itโ€™s filled with fun and hugs; God bless this Nut House: What a bunch (pause) oโ€™-THUGS! No place Iโ€™d … Read more
  • Mystic Cowboy
    โ€œIN THE SWEET BY AND BY!โ€ a poem in the series: โ€œNarcissism and Other Apparently Extraordinary Conditions!โ€ Sunday: November 11, 2018 I used to be a GOOD boy; I shared in-everyoneโ€™s opinion; I loved to-be called – and labeled often! Something like-a-โ€minion!โ€ Iโ€™d go along and sing a song, whichever one-THEY-did-like Something-thatโ€™s-GOOD, and PURE-&-TRIED, BUT, … Read more
  • DIARY OF A MAD MAN 69 ๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด
    LIST OF IMPORTANT EVENTS 69 (I) Before birth, PARENTS MARRY: Mom's made a commitment to a life in the Air Force with The Pilot – travel & Escape from her family – DAD is ready for married life, feel anxious, but hopeful (5) At birth: Well, that was TOO easy – something's up, felt anxious … Read more
  • Diary of a Mad Man ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ
    THE CONTENTED HEART! page 68: "THE DIVINE JOKE is when you discover what IT is, but THEN discover – it is beyond description, so no one will KNOW that you discovered it! SO! Don't do IT for the sake of sharing it with others! Do IT for YOU!" The Mystic Poet https://www.facebook.com/BringBackRealCountryMusic/videos/505499609893755/ 68 Montana reunion … Read more
  • Diary OF A MAN Mad
    EVERY BAD EXPERIENCE YOU EVER HAD!!!! p. 67 (Let's face it! ANY experience you have, has the potential to be "good" or "bad," depending upon your perception of it! You can ALWAYS put a "positive" spin on anything, or so some people say!! Anyway, there are likely to be some moments that you might remember … Read more
  • Diary of a Mad Man ๐Ÿค๐Ÿค
    (66) LIBERATION: Just like You must LET yourself, go to sleep (You can't make yourself go to sleep) – You can't MAKE yourself wake up – You just must LET YOURSELF wake up. THE REAL GOSPEL: I (Jesus) am A powerful SON OF GOD & So Are You. I am the way (means) I AM … Read more
  • Diary of a Mad Man ๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด
    (page) 64 {Still! re: Robert G. Smith's Video #780 – and his reluctant-to-tap-herself female "client"} What I was writing to Mr. Smith: (If it was me, If I turn from her, if I forget her, if I abandon her, I have turned, forgotten & abandoned myself, and I am not worthy to be called [a … Read more
  • Diary of A Madman๐ŸŽฏ๐ŸŽฏ
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  • Watch “Anthony Hopkins – What’s The Meaning Of Life | One Of The Most Eye Opening Speeches” on YouTube
    https://youtu.be/kuR5OhK5B_U RE-WRITE THE STORY: 61 How long you been: ? When does it happen? Do you love _____? HOW DO YOU KNOW? TAKE A DEEP BREATHE – CLOSE YOUR EYES – Think about ______. Really get into it! Notice ______ Got it? What it feels like. As a young _____ . . . Remember who … Read more
    (60) (TODAY) A Song came to mind: "I Think I Love You" – by The Partridge Family. Another Song (too!), a (Chant) OM NAMAH SHIVAYA – done, wonderfully, by the devotees of Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (NOT the sitar player, but the guru – Well, actually, I don't know! He MIGHT play the sitar too!!) … Read more
  • Diary of a Mad Man ๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด
    58. You can only understand bet-ween-ness IF you're in it. WHAT IS AWAKENING? to SIMPLIFY! (Shaktipat) The Stopping of Looking – – – being immersed in the truth of I AM THAT . . . The ONLY AWARENESS is God awareness – – – it is ALL that's going on. this is NOT philosophizing – … Read more
  • Diary of a Mad Man๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด
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  • (56)ย  In the next moment – today is Thursday, March Something ๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ฎ
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  • Watch “You’ve Never Been This Far Before ( Conway Twitty )” on YouTube
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    (54) (Then I wrote you) A POEM: Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep, IF I should die, but still can "see" (AM AWARE), in love's embrace I hope to be: This is MY story of dying – Whether in the flesh or in the spirit, I … Read more
  • Diary of a Mad Man๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ
    This Journey was it true or is the Author a Genius, history in time tells it all.
  • “Diary of a Madman,” a.k.a.: “The Contented Heart,” we have decided to (quickly) present the ending to that poem (which, of course, ends on page 53).ย  So, we are presenting a portion of PAGE 53!ย  Whoopee!ย  Here it is:ย ย ย ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 
    Because so many have expressed an interested in the conclusion of the un-rhymed poem "The Bodhisattva Vow," first presented HERE, on page 52 of "Diary of a Madman," a.k.a.: "The Contented Heart," we have decided to (quickly) present the ending to that poem (which, of course, ends on page 53). So, we are presenting a … Read more
  • Diary of a Madman๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ
    Because so many have expressed an interested in the conclusion of the un-rhymed poem "The Bodhisattva Vow," first presented HERE, on page 52 of "Diary of a Madman," a.k.a.: "The Contented Heart," we have decided to (quickly) present the ending to that poem (which, of course, ends on page 53). So, we are presenting a … Read more
  • Watch “A Whiter Shade Of Pale – Procol Harum” on YouTube . Diary of A Madman ๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ•ด
    https://youtu.be/Mb3iPP-tHdA . . . . it might still be pretty intense and even . . .(52) painful, but it provides them with a memory that really seems to enhance their life, not diminish it. Not so for the "unlucky!" The same kind of situation: (elicits) a very different response, depending who you are. TRUE STORY: … Read more
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A West Texas Cowboy, seeking "fishers of (wo)men!"