“Beautiful song about losing a loved one – “Wings Of A Butterfly”” 🎀

I look up to the sky and talk to you

What I wouldn’t give to hear you talk back

I miss your voice; I miss your laughter

I miss you singing ” You are my Sunshine.”

I miss every little thing about you

My Little Sunshine




A crow lived in the forest and was absolutely satisfied in life. But one day he saw a swan. “This swan is so white,” he thought, “and I am so black. This swan must be the happiest bird in the world.”

He expressed his thoughts to the swan. “Actually,” the swan replied, “I was feeling that I was the happiest bird around until I saw a parrot, which has two colors. I now think the parrot is the happiest bird in creation.” The crow then approached the parrot. The parrot explained, “I lived a very happy life until I saw a peacock. I have only two colors, but the peacock has multiple colors.”

The crow then visited a peacock in the zoo and saw that hundreds of people had gathered to see him. After the people had left, the crow approached the peacock. “Dear peacock,” the crow said, “you are so beautiful. Every day thousands of people come to see you. When people see me, they immediately shoo me away. I think you are the happiest bird on the planet.”

The peacock replied, “I always thought that I was the most beautiful and happy bird on the planet. But because of my beauty, I am entrapped in this zoo. I have examined the zoo very carefully, and I have realized that the crow is the only bird not kept in a cage. So for past few days I have been thinking that if I were a crow, I could happily roam everywhere.”

Moral: That’s our problem too. We make unnecessary comparison with others and become sad. We don’t value what God has given us. This all leads to the vicious cycle of unhappiness. Learn to be happy in what you have instead of looking at what you don’t have. There will always be someone who will have more or less than you have. Person who is satisfied with what he/she has, is the happiest person in the world.

Madman’s Diary 🤔

This writing won’T make IT happen; it will not make awakening happen, so why are you doing it? It’s like an irresistible impulse – Q: Am I enjoying this? or am I doing it to become AWAKE? . . . which means I am just “spinning my wheels.” on & on . . . Are you doing this to report to ___ or would I be doing it anyway, not for the Ulterior Motive of sharing it? I DO NOT KNOW. If for no ulterior motive, (I SHOULD be able to) x2 take all this and burn it immediately after writing it down. This would maybe be an evidence of integrity. Not ever talking about it – with anyone is perhaps also evidence for integrity – is – the opposite of dual gaming . . . vs. Non-dual gaming = in-tag-ritual = playing tag with yourself! This is a new idea, isn’t it? – I have never seen anyone break down the word integrity quite like that. (Left column) That (a new idea) might fulfill An Intent of: HAVING AN ARTISTIC DESIGN IN WHAT IS Perceived as a spiritual MODE. – However, PRESENTING AN ARTISTIC DESIGN, (unless you are, in a state of Non-Duality) is, arguably, JUST A “DOING.” (If you are in a non-dual state, that would seem to take the ulterior motive out of it – & it wouldn’t just be a doing (small “d”); it would be a Doing (large”d”) = a REAL expression of using energy joyfully. (Right column) DUAL GAMING DUALITY GAMING This is a new term, but not a new idea – I wonder what it would be like to have a new idea!!

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